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Chalice of Soda 👤
@sodachalice.bsky.social
24yo
stick figure + fairy+ shimeji
i vent here a lot whoops

https://mspfa.com/?s=64344&p=1 read my "fanadventure" about being insane
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웃24 year old jewish transsexual(hy/him he/him) acc is 18+웃
I have DID. warnings for talks about antisemetism and incest, i'm an ICT survivor so I vent a lot about upsetting topics. Trying to use my childhood kin beliefs as a missile to propel myself forward. i will succeed because i am crazy(?) 웃
if i could get hired like normal or be approved for disability i would not be on tumblr.
November 25, 2025 at 3:38 PM
like i feel like the arguments right now i keep seeing from artists im kind of required to network with right now if i want to do commissions in the future are all like. "if you draw something ugly your a pedophile" or "literally all art is good regardless of how its made its all good forever"
November 25, 2025 at 3:34 PM
i make posts like that and then also have to be like well lets be real my life also got significantly worse in the past two months so it could reasonably be that im going insane and everything else is fine but it more sort of feels like everyones losing their mind i just like went the wrong way
November 25, 2025 at 3:32 PM
i literally can't tell what anyones ever talking about. it's like they're having phantom experiences and conversations on the internet i'm not seeing. and then i go to see where they're happening and i interpret the situation entirely differently than everyone around me.
November 25, 2025 at 3:29 PM
this drawing of pepper and jury is the best drawing ive done of them i cant ever top it i keep trying and failing.
November 25, 2025 at 2:07 PM
the account was banned and i never got a screenshot but one time i made a toyhouse and made juno a profile and someone commented "ugliest fucking oc ive ever seen" and i think about that a lot and it makes me feel better about having a generic edgy catboy oc as my favorite guy.
November 25, 2025 at 2:05 PM
November 25, 2025 at 11:48 AM
Reposted by Chalice of Soda 👤
#itsarlie the parade called, it's (about) for you

art by a friend!
November 24, 2025 at 7:28 PM
i feel like im losing my fucking mind.
November 25, 2025 at 8:01 AM
"problematic art is the bomb dot com and no one can say otherwise" oh so we're fucked actually. like actually who is your audience. who is the 20+ year old youre talking to like this. being in your 20s and not understanding this is what? say it with me: nazi behavior.
November 25, 2025 at 8:01 AM
☝🤓 < did you know its actually okay to draw icky feelings and problematic content its actually wholesome and healing in a way and doesnt mean your a pedophile ever no ones ever a pedophile for what they write you stupid fuck. i mean you beautiful reader. its ok to read things that make you feel yuck
November 25, 2025 at 7:52 AM
i dont like that artists are treating this as a valid arguement you giving ted talks on whether or not rape content is good or not is shifting the overtun window in a weird way where everyonrs convinced that if they write anything that isnt disney theyll get scorned. BY WHO???
November 25, 2025 at 7:47 AM
dude im gonna be real what the fuck is this arguement anymore i dont know whats going on who are you talking to. its tiktok people isnt it. thats what im picking up. youre talking to 16 year old tiktok users. fuck man
November 25, 2025 at 7:44 AM
oh good lord
November 25, 2025 at 7:43 AM
November 25, 2025 at 12:33 AM
i always wonder what percentage of people who engage with lolcow content are taking out their omegle-based trauma on an accessible target. because the people who are actually guilty of what they're accusing are married 47 year olds who are community figures with a wife and two kids and unreachable
November 25, 2025 at 12:12 AM
November 24, 2025 at 10:02 PM
id love to torture millenials but they all have some sort of nerd based masochist thing going on that just never quits and im not into that.
November 24, 2025 at 9:17 PM
whats worse, this, or the fact that he named me and my sisters all with "e" names and due to that he would forget whos who. and if he cycled through 2 names before getting the right one, hed just call you whatever the living pets name was instead. "___! i mean ___! ugh, LILAC! you know what i mean"
when i came out my dad very excitedly realized he could start calling me "boy" or "the boy" and it would be gender affirming. just like his father did. didn't think about the abuse implications, because obviously he was saying it as a joke, duh. except it didnt feel like a joke.
November 24, 2025 at 9:14 PM
i want to strap every millenial down and clock work orange them and force them to watch skibidi toilet and deal with the fact that its genuinely good.
November 24, 2025 at 9:11 PM
when i came out my dad very excitedly realized he could start calling me "boy" or "the boy" and it would be gender affirming. just like his father did. didn't think about the abuse implications, because obviously he was saying it as a joke, duh. except it didnt feel like a joke.
November 24, 2025 at 7:28 AM
tried again at making the warriors of hope adults
November 24, 2025 at 7:04 AM
i grew up watching exclusively AVGN and nostalgia critic and all things considered i think those two are very mind white guy critique youtubers to be watching in comparison. but it did make me horribly pretentious and wrong about a lot of things in art. it did not groom me into being a nazi however
November 24, 2025 at 5:08 AM
despair girls is insane. it has danganronpas same issue where its like "isnt it horrible that we're doing this to children. look we even made them tiny children this time instead of teens so it really sinks in" and then actively sexualized the children from the point of view of the viewer like dude
November 24, 2025 at 5:00 AM
basically i think a lot of tumblr runs on danganronpa: despair girls logic. "but it was for coping and its commentary and its about the victims" yeah but its shit ass in a can. its so bad. it makes me puke so bad.
November 24, 2025 at 4:58 AM