George 🍂
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George 🍂
@spoonfulofgeorge.bsky.social
27 yrs old • edsky • anxious gym bro • trans masc • queer • ednos?
minors dni ❌️ relapsing
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Intro:
• My name is George
• Born in July 1998
• Queer / non binary trans masc
• Taken <3
• Dyslexic
• Vegan
• had an Ed/SH for 10+ years
• loves cats, plants, horror memes and naps
•studied psychology and sociology at uni
• DNI minors, transpobes, homophobic 🚫
• rw/like for follow back
Gotta pretend like everything is fucking fine
November 8, 2025 at 9:52 PM
I dont particularly want to hang out with cis people right now I just want to go home
November 8, 2025 at 9:52 PM
And its probably cause im just drunk right now but i left the house wearing a packer to make me feel more masculine but now I just feel so ashamed
November 8, 2025 at 9:52 PM
My boyfriend's roommate has a new girlfriend and she's nice but she made a joke about men having a small penis and im already feeling really dsyphoric so it's just ruined my mood and trying not pretend to be okay but like haha yeah lol Im not a real man fuck fuck fuck
November 8, 2025 at 9:50 PM
There is a UKIP (far right) protest happening in the city my boyfriend lives in (and i work in as well)

There is children at the flag stagger racist protest they brought their children and they're bringing children up to be racist homophobic and misogynistic
Just seeing it irl is really upsetting
November 8, 2025 at 4:01 PM
ALSO I have a fucking spot so close to my lip the redness around the spot connects to my lip and its making me super self conscious and I know my brain is making me think its more noticeable then it is but I can feeeeeeeel how sore the spot is 😔
November 8, 2025 at 12:39 PM
I managed to finish my workout though despite feeling inadequate and ew gross my body
November 8, 2025 at 12:37 PM
Okay yeah maybe I am not doing too well today mentally i think my anxiety and dsyphoria is alot more intense today 😔
November 8, 2025 at 12:36 PM
MY HIPS LOOK FUCKING MASSIVE
November 8, 2025 at 12:28 PM
Oh I am also feeling really dsyphoric about my chest and hips 💀
November 8, 2025 at 12:23 PM
This isnt the best work out I think its cause im still exhausted from yesterday and didnt get enough sleep last night
November 8, 2025 at 12:21 PM
Well im glad i assumed my boyfriend wasnt going to wake up early like he said cause its 12pm now and ive not heard from him
November 8, 2025 at 12:02 PM
I know working out will help me feel better ☺️
November 8, 2025 at 11:42 AM
But now im really anxious the rest of the drive went well though and i made it to the gym
November 8, 2025 at 11:42 AM
I made a driving mistake whilst I was driving to the gym and its okay no one got hurt and it wasnt even that bad just embarrassing (i accidently went on to the walking path when I was driving cause I was adjusting my mirror - there was no one there) but never ever doing that again 😭
November 8, 2025 at 11:42 AM
I usually spend friday night with my boyfriend and stay over but he woke up late and needed to get his essay finished so I went back home after work this does mean I can go to the gym this morning!! ☺️
November 8, 2025 at 10:06 AM
Morning peeps ✨️
November 8, 2025 at 10:05 AM
Constipated 👎
November 6, 2025 at 9:45 PM
I ordered 2 eating disorder books and some protien powder as well 😅
November 6, 2025 at 9:37 PM
I think after my top surgery consultant i'll have more reason to go to the gym so I can be in the best possible shape for top surgery
November 6, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I didnt go to the gym after work the exhaustion today was completely overwhelming but I do feel really shit for not going but if I go tomorrow 3 out of 7 days isnt too bad espeically after getting over a cold
November 6, 2025 at 9:33 PM
Hey peeps 🌙
November 6, 2025 at 9:32 PM
Now they probably think im such a piece of shit 😔 i'm going to phone them tomorrow to apologise 😔
November 5, 2025 at 11:43 PM
I got this text message from my GP after I phoned them about if they would write a letter about my gender change being permanent and now I feel really upset because I wasnt aggressive or rude at all I always try to be kind and understanding to health care staff or staff in other areas in general 😔
November 5, 2025 at 11:42 PM
Oh my god I've got a top surgery consultant booked for next tuesday!!!!!
November 5, 2025 at 3:14 PM