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The Interstellar Bay System
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im tired. im tired. i dont know what to do and everyone dislikes me or is mad at me or is dead and im tired
like my god. my car is Broken, my home life is miserable, my last blood family member who loved me DIED, i was away from home for a month, some really important life plans were cancelled due to a man in the equation cheating on his wife of 40 years. all while DID & depression are beating my ass.
like yeah bud i also dont like having the world crumble around me and my mental health take a complete nosedive. i cant even describe the thing thats affecting me the most in a simple thread for easy reading so ofc it just looks like im sitting around doing fuckall nothing
wow the typos are really something on this one maybe i shouldnt mgfskgds
its just easier emotionally to assume nobody wants to touch you or look at you or even think about you unless they're basically forcing themselves on you lmao
It took so long to develop if it was you though, you were sick for like a solid week before I even started showing symptoms
asking this question like i haven't been a raging asshole every day of my life and deserve to be destroyed by hammers but w/e
would using her oxygen machine help or is it moot atp
i didnt have weed all day and it started culminating into a huge fucking meltdown so i took a Walk and silly cold called monkey for the second freaky ass time
of mine* the psychic damage is already here
I feel like such a nothing person. I have no interests or hobbies, I have nothing to talk about, I feel nothing, I do nothing. Why the fuck am I here lol
theyre always telling me about these big dinners they make for themse l f at the park or when im not here but when i Am here its either i cook or we dont eat and im TIRED.
I think i just coughed way too fucking hard the other day and it tore up my throat but i had a lot of phlegm this morning 🥲 baka ass life
me trying to have 1 non fucked up day:
my brain once i go into its dream prison: why so serious nyehehehehe
genuinely dont know whats going on in my dreams but theyre getting weird /neg and i could use less random psychological horror bits in there
and then fred slipping in a nightmare/memory so sad that it made us sob In the dream :] waow
??? jayce ass dream.... hired to speak at a college about art, keep getting pulled aaide to be congratulated and whispered to by mentors, feeling nervous and like its all undeserved, get interrupted during speech for weather concerns and get lost trying to find new venue
whatever i guess im gonna go work on my car.
weird dream has me dissociating so bad im worried we have a new person lmao
had a bad dream about [uncle] haven't had one of those in a while
doing this a second time bc my entire right side of my body is Fried
high pain tolerance alters cmeeeere i got a nice juicy steak for youuuuu (shaking steak at the dark corners of the system and whistling)
ive noticed this happens with some of the others too .... hair shapeshifter
Trying to task switch to at least getting my tag gear and plato's helmet out of the car but 3 people are making me play middle man rn and i think im going to [censored by the mods]