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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- continue to grow from a little seedling to a full blown flower waiting to bloom.

I dont know how to end this off so enjoy a picture of my favourite little creature to ever exist in this universe

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- this is what you would consider growth. I appreciate anyone who took the time to read this far as its very difficult for me to talk about my mental health to people let alone on social media (i dont even want to click post lol) but i felt this was necessary for me as a person so i can-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- like my emotions have dulled a bit so perhaps sometimes when i speak to people it doesn’t feel the same? Thats the only way i can somewhat explain it so forgive me. Anyways i feel a bit better now that i have spent the time to write this and come more into terms with myself as a person. I suppose-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- cant be bothered to go back and re write it. But all of the people i have met and have spoken too. I am really happy to have met them and i hope to continue to do so as well as speak to the people i dont normally, more frequently. It is a me thing, im really not sure how to explain it but its-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- people i was most comfortable with i no longer see everyday. And its just me in uni starting from fresh which is a lot more difficult than it seems initially. One final thing i want to clarify as iv realised the part i wrote about me not getting “fulfilment” from my friends is misleading and i-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- struggling to talk to people because i dont want to lol. So after those failed attempts i closed myself off a bit and perhaps now that bottle has just gone boom and maybe thats why i feel like this. Not too mention that iv started uni and all of my friends from high school and sixth form, the-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- of attention in person its always failed lol. Not too mention i struggle a lot more socially in person and i think thats more due to some sort of condition with myself (not saying it is but stuff such as autism for example, iv shown multiple signs of these sorta conditions) as opposed to me just-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- and to answer that, i don’t know. Perhaps its not even a friends issue entirely but perhaps a lack of love interest which is why i feel this way? Iv always struggled with this subject because i lacked the proper attention that you are supposed to be given as a child so when i look for that sort-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- scratched if that makes sense? (Im not very good at wording this so forgive me if that sounds weird). So then that brings another question, why dont i feel that fulfilment or better yet, why do i still feel lonely and then sad even tho i regularly speak to people that i consider friends?-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

-down. But when i try to think of a reason why, i find it weirdly difficult to think of one. I think tho the simplest explanation for this that i can think off is just of loneliness? However i find this strange as theres plenty of people i speak to yet i dont get that fulfilment or that itch-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

- of lately. Iv had multiple similar experiences a few years ago but not fully to this extent and its gotten to a point where i have bottled it in for too long and now I’m feeling the worst off it. Now logically speaking there’s a reason for everything so there must be a reason why I’m feeling so-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

-for the past few weeks iv just felt borderline depressed, no motivation to get up and do stuff, lying down with empty thoughts and as much as i dont like admitting this sorta stuff, quietly crying to myself. Iv felt terrible and rather lonely and it’s been getting a lot more frequent and worse as-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 3h

Bluesky feels a lot more personal than my twitter so this is why i am more comfortable saying stuff like this here. Im not 100% sure on how to put this into words but i think my mental has been slowly dying and i am not entirely sure how to go about it. This is not regarding splatoon but myself-

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Zipcat @zipcatspl.bsky.social · 4d

—RESULT—

MY *MINIONS* ACHIEVED 🥉 IN TODAYS EVENT.DOCX: TOURNAMENT.PADDLING_POOL_341

NEXT WEEK MY *MINIONS* WILL [REdACTEd] THE ENEMY FILES AND COME OUT ABOVE SO I CAN FINALLY [ERROR_30003. MESSAGE NOT DELIVERED]

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA-

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 6d

In between tournament sets

Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 6d

I forgot about episode 14 of gachiakuta but holy shit the entrance to the main villain was some of the coldest shit iv ever seen. Also we got arguably the best arc coming up which im very exited for

Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 10d

Joined my first society for uni and its the mario kart one. We already had an online session and it was chaos and i absolutely loved it LMAOO. Now iv ended up signing up for something called formula 1 kart which is awesome however that means i have to learn how to speedrun mk8d tracks so oh god

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Zipcat @zipcatspl.bsky.social · 11d

- -RESULT- -

ZIPCAT HAS SUCCESSFULLY [ERADICATED] OUR ENEMIES IN TODAY’S EVENT.FILE: TOURNAMENT.SHRIMP_OF_THE_DAY SECURING 🥇

Tame - crabbag’ing
Frook - mains vslosh and order slosh
NomNom - first time assblast
Elibvn - last time edit
Ali - last game wonder

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 13d

I want to join a club at my uni, but the ones iv shown interest in are either at peak splatoon times where tournaments are. Or on days where im not in or have something straight after BRO

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 13d

Cour 1 of gachiakuta is over and the final episode was really good especially with the ending. Very exited for cour 2 its gonna go crazier than cour 1

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Conro 🐙 @conrospl.bsky.social · 15d

Hearts Pirates got 🥈 in the first UK Pickup Server Draft Cup! Tourney was fun, teammates were great, ty TO's for organising 🐙

Team:
@conrospl.bsky.social
@tamespl.bsky.social
@sporecloud.bsky.social
@deebeet.bsky.social

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 15d

Aura farming in uk draft

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 15d

Just been feeling depressed all day, hopefully this isn't something that continues

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Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 16d

Or a break but thats a bit boring

Tame @tamespl.bsky.social · 16d

Id imagine variation in the game? For example if i get bored of support i sometimes play an aggro weapon or a different support to keep things fresh. This is not the only example, play the game differently. Like fun pb's (i wanna do splat 2 hide and seek again) or stupid challenges in open.

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