✘ — CLAUS .
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[ he can't even form any coherent sentences between his sobs . all he can really get out are little damn-its and i love you's . ]
..... did i say something ?
if you think about it im just like madoka
[ he’s damn near tackling them for a hug . sobbing . ]

i thhought you were gone and ,, and i was so worried and ,,, and ,,,, uuuuueehhhh …,,,
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and will they ever stop to think
what was here before, no -.
𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪’𝘮 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦.ᐟ
// ive been going through it and ive been super south park pilled again but if claus doesnt pray he'll kill himself
this all feels so familiar . the voice in the back of his head , the pain in his heart , but ...
it's not for him . it's for another whom he loves .
hands clasped tightly together , claus musters up all of the energy he has to pray . and god does he pray .

" mokou .. please come back safe . "
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you coming back to see that 15 different 9/11s happened back to back
EVERY DAMN TIIIIIIIME !!!!!!!
second to last is me logging in once every two weeks
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( the sticky note appears to be days old. )
hal🪽

all i can say anymore is we ball >_<
hal🪽

still no energy to be here bc i've been Going Through It but i'll try
hal🪽

sorry for being gone 👉👈
haven't been doing great
Now, not a trace of your lives remain ;-;
and your fortitude is growing faint
While you dodge and evade what is in your face,
you are busy living all the same
Somebody, help me right away (^^♪
[ ouch . he hates that they're right . ]

i wish the three of us could run away .
* I am not doing that either. What about Monika? You can’t do that to Monika. You have a chance.
tell it to just take me , then . i don't care anymore , i just want you to be safe .
hal🪽

lame replies for the rest of the night i think bc my mood just tanked from absolutely nothing
tell it to just take me , then . i don't care anymore , i just want you to be safe .
* It’s not just you… It’s threatened two other people near and dear to me.

[ out of not so good habit, they slap the side of their head. stress. they’re falling apart, genuinely. it was taking everything in them not to relapse. ]

* ….i can’t. I just can’t do it. I can’t win… I can’t win.
you don't have to listen when someone tells you to do something .
[ that's rich , coming from him . ]

i .. i just .
i don't know . i don't care if it hurts me , or kills me . i can probably just come back .
i just want to protect you .
and I feel so stupid cause you feel the same
and when I water the roses I can't trust you to stay
so here I lay neath the shimmering moon
just a lovestruck fool
what do I do but wait for you?