Tez (reading Tilly Lawless's NOTHING BUT MY BODY)
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Cis. She. MDD, ASD, ADD, AIH. Melbourne/Naarm/Narrm. Fiction reader, BlackMilk Galaxy collector, SW client. TezMillerOz on various platforms: WordPress, X, Facebook, Instagram, Threads, etc. Book notes on Goodreads, and sometimes Amazon UK.
Reposted by Tez (reading Tilly Lawless's NOTHING BUT MY BODY)
I see clients & so-called #submissives as an extension of Me. If I approve them, they reflect My brand of who I am & My ethos.
I find it interesting when subs display bad behaviour &/or entitlement & I hear about who they regularly session with. It's really telling...
I find it interesting when subs display bad behaviour &/or entitlement & I hear about who they regularly session with. It's really telling...
November 26, 2025 at 12:41 AM
I see clients & so-called #submissives as an extension of Me. If I approve them, they reflect My brand of who I am & My ethos.
I find it interesting when subs display bad behaviour &/or entitlement & I hear about who they regularly session with. It's really telling...
I find it interesting when subs display bad behaviour &/or entitlement & I hear about who they regularly session with. It's really telling...
Would be interested to try "couples" adult toys. But don't want to ask my reg in case they don't have any. (They don't need another expense, and I don't own any.)
November 26, 2025 at 10:50 AM
Would be interested to try "couples" adult toys. But don't want to ask my reg in case they don't have any. (They don't need another expense, and I don't own any.)
Teary-eyed suddenly thinking of how fortunate I am and the wonderful people I've met this year.
November 26, 2025 at 10:23 AM
Teary-eyed suddenly thinking of how fortunate I am and the wonderful people I've met this year.
"We welcome both male & female clients. Female clients are required to make bookings in advance with a suitably allocated therapist."
www.littlestonehavenmassage.com.au
I've been there once before (in May, according to my text history), but I don't remember seeing this before
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www.littlestonehavenmassage.com.au
I've been there once before (in May, according to my text history), but I don't remember seeing this before
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November 26, 2025 at 10:11 AM
"We welcome both male & female clients. Female clients are required to make bookings in advance with a suitably allocated therapist."
www.littlestonehavenmassage.com.au
I've been there once before (in May, according to my text history), but I don't remember seeing this before
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www.littlestonehavenmassage.com.au
I've been there once before (in May, according to my text history), but I don't remember seeing this before
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"What is a compliment you need to hear?"
Anything that's true & earned.
Anything that's true & earned.
November 26, 2025 at 10:07 AM
"What is a compliment you need to hear?"
Anything that's true & earned.
Anything that's true & earned.
Stepped on the scales. 98.4kg. And I even ate chips overnight! Maybe the prednisolone really did cause weight gain, and it wasn't just my fault? (A little from column A, a little from column B...) Whatever - I'll happily accept whatever's going on. Well done, me.
November 26, 2025 at 10:04 AM
Stepped on the scales. 98.4kg. And I even ate chips overnight! Maybe the prednisolone really did cause weight gain, and it wasn't just my fault? (A little from column A, a little from column B...) Whatever - I'll happily accept whatever's going on. Well done, me.
Am reading the chapter wherein the br0th closes for COVID lockdown at midnight.
No wonder content became a big thing - there had to be something to replace in-person work. Yet content is no substitute for the human touch - it's something different in & of itself.
Yet while
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No wonder content became a big thing - there had to be something to replace in-person work. Yet content is no substitute for the human touch - it's something different in & of itself.
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November 26, 2025 at 10:00 AM
Am reading the chapter wherein the br0th closes for COVID lockdown at midnight.
No wonder content became a big thing - there had to be something to replace in-person work. Yet content is no substitute for the human touch - it's something different in & of itself.
Yet while
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No wonder content became a big thing - there had to be something to replace in-person work. Yet content is no substitute for the human touch - it's something different in & of itself.
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"He likes to feel that I'm relaxing, having a break from hard work, and I suppose I am to a degree, because he is so kind that I don't feel like I have to be constantly on alert. I trust him, which is saying a lot for a client."
--Tilly Lawless, Nothing But My Body
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November 26, 2025 at 9:53 AM
"He likes to feel that I'm relaxing, having a break from hard work, and I suppose I am to a degree, because he is so kind that I don't feel like I have to be constantly on alert. I trust him, which is saying a lot for a client."
--Tilly Lawless, Nothing But My Body
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"I'm sure, though, it's less conflicting for me making money from being racially f*tishised when I don't have to deal with the everyday exhaustion of being reduced to my race in Australia."
--Tilly Lawless, Nothing But My Body
An Asian-diaspora massage provider recently set up her
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An Asian-diaspora massage provider recently set up her
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November 26, 2025 at 9:48 AM
"I'm sure, though, it's less conflicting for me making money from being racially f*tishised when I don't have to deal with the everyday exhaustion of being reduced to my race in Australia."
--Tilly Lawless, Nothing But My Body
An Asian-diaspora massage provider recently set up her
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An Asian-diaspora massage provider recently set up her
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Which reminds me of the memes that a SWer meme account posted. Where the two femme providers are so into it with each other that they ignore the client. And I thought, "This is the kind of meme that might put prople off booking doubles for this very reason - the fear of being
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November 26, 2025 at 9:39 AM
Which reminds me of the memes that a SWer meme account posted. Where the two femme providers are so into it with each other that they ignore the client. And I thought, "This is the kind of meme that might put prople off booking doubles for this very reason - the fear of being
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Back to reading Tilly Lawless's Nothing But My Body:
"to pretend that I don't sell a l*sbian fantasy to my clients, capitalising on and contributing to the continued f*tishisation of Sapphic relationships to fund my l*sbian reality."
I remember once seeing a provider say online
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"to pretend that I don't sell a l*sbian fantasy to my clients, capitalising on and contributing to the continued f*tishisation of Sapphic relationships to fund my l*sbian reality."
I remember once seeing a provider say online
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November 26, 2025 at 9:25 AM
Back to reading Tilly Lawless's Nothing But My Body:
"to pretend that I don't sell a l*sbian fantasy to my clients, capitalising on and contributing to the continued f*tishisation of Sapphic relationships to fund my l*sbian reality."
I remember once seeing a provider say online
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"to pretend that I don't sell a l*sbian fantasy to my clients, capitalising on and contributing to the continued f*tishisation of Sapphic relationships to fund my l*sbian reality."
I remember once seeing a provider say online
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Plus I learned something about sweat, time, and money. So I'm feeling accomplished.
November 26, 2025 at 2:38 AM
Plus I learned something about sweat, time, and money. So I'm feeling accomplished.
I think I've turned a little corner for now.
In recent weeks I've got upset - knowing I'll have to spend less in 2026, and agonising over what to do about the "I crave compliments" (I'm not calling it a praise k!nk) situation.
But this week I've made decisions & taken action regarding those.
In recent weeks I've got upset - knowing I'll have to spend less in 2026, and agonising over what to do about the "I crave compliments" (I'm not calling it a praise k!nk) situation.
But this week I've made decisions & taken action regarding those.
November 26, 2025 at 2:35 AM
I think I've turned a little corner for now.
In recent weeks I've got upset - knowing I'll have to spend less in 2026, and agonising over what to do about the "I crave compliments" (I'm not calling it a praise k!nk) situation.
But this week I've made decisions & taken action regarding those.
In recent weeks I've got upset - knowing I'll have to spend less in 2026, and agonising over what to do about the "I crave compliments" (I'm not calling it a praise k!nk) situation.
But this week I've made decisions & taken action regarding those.
Unfortunately, I think my reg forgot about my "compliments at the end so I leave with a swing in my step" request. 🤷♀️ Their body reactions are compliment enough, I guess - I do enjoy those.
November 26, 2025 at 1:50 AM
Unfortunately, I think my reg forgot about my "compliments at the end so I leave with a swing in my step" request. 🤷♀️ Their body reactions are compliment enough, I guess - I do enjoy those.
My reg & I are on the same wavelength re: sweat. They usually stretch out the booking to 90 minutes, but it must've been too sweaty today, so they stopped at 60 minutes. 1st thought upon realising no PIV was, "Is this some kind of Dom thing?" 😆
Saves money, though. 👍
Saves money, though. 👍
November 26, 2025 at 1:40 AM
My reg & I are on the same wavelength re: sweat. They usually stretch out the booking to 90 minutes, but it must've been too sweaty today, so they stopped at 60 minutes. 1st thought upon realising no PIV was, "Is this some kind of Dom thing?" 😆
Saves money, though. 👍
Saves money, though. 👍
Swallowed my pride, and texted a request for compliments. Ugh, so embarrassing. But I've sent it, it's done, and I can regret that in the daytime when my brain isn't so sleep-deprived.
November 25, 2025 at 3:19 PM
Swallowed my pride, and texted a request for compliments. Ugh, so embarrassing. But I've sent it, it's done, and I can regret that in the daytime when my brain isn't so sleep-deprived.
And since I booked a lot of new people this year, I'll book fewer new people next year. Which should be easy, unless Melbourne / Naarm gets an influx of people from elsewhere.
November 25, 2025 at 3:11 PM
And since I booked a lot of new people this year, I'll book fewer new people next year. Which should be easy, unless Melbourne / Naarm gets an influx of people from elsewhere.
Maybe I won't gift anything (or at least not big things like event tickets) unless they specifically ask. And even then, depending on ticket prices, I might put the money towards an extra booking instead of outright gifting. So I'd get something in return. So it'd be work payment instead of a gift.
November 25, 2025 at 3:04 PM
Maybe I won't gift anything (or at least not big things like event tickets) unless they specifically ask. And even then, depending on ticket prices, I might put the money towards an extra booking instead of outright gifting. So I'd get something in return. So it'd be work payment instead of a gift.
I'm not lessening my bookings (yet), because they do so much for my overall wellbeing.
But I can reduce spending adjacently by gifting less in 2026.
I paid for tickets to industry events so people could be among their own.
I gifted some grocery snacks, but those weren't often or pricey.
But I can reduce spending adjacently by gifting less in 2026.
I paid for tickets to industry events so people could be among their own.
I gifted some grocery snacks, but those weren't often or pricey.
November 25, 2025 at 2:54 PM
I'm not lessening my bookings (yet), because they do so much for my overall wellbeing.
But I can reduce spending adjacently by gifting less in 2026.
I paid for tickets to industry events so people could be among their own.
I gifted some grocery snacks, but those weren't often or pricey.
But I can reduce spending adjacently by gifting less in 2026.
I paid for tickets to industry events so people could be among their own.
I gifted some grocery snacks, but those weren't often or pricey.
Realised I must cut down my spending in 2026.
I've proven to myself that I don't need a bedtime snack every night - just whenever I need to get one library book finished before it's due date. (Otherwise I'll just use both hands on my phone online.) 👍
I've stopped checking Depop & eBay daily. 👍
I've proven to myself that I don't need a bedtime snack every night - just whenever I need to get one library book finished before it's due date. (Otherwise I'll just use both hands on my phone online.) 👍
I've stopped checking Depop & eBay daily. 👍
November 25, 2025 at 2:42 PM
Realised I must cut down my spending in 2026.
I've proven to myself that I don't need a bedtime snack every night - just whenever I need to get one library book finished before it's due date. (Otherwise I'll just use both hands on my phone online.) 👍
I've stopped checking Depop & eBay daily. 👍
I've proven to myself that I don't need a bedtime snack every night - just whenever I need to get one library book finished before it's due date. (Otherwise I'll just use both hands on my phone online.) 👍
I've stopped checking Depop & eBay daily. 👍
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I've neglected reading Bsky posts (still reading whatever gets @ 'd to me) for days now. Just keep running out of time. Sorry, y'all. SWers, if you have Instagram, I keep updated on that.
November 25, 2025 at 1:59 PM
I've neglected reading Bsky posts (still reading whatever gets @ 'd to me) for days now. Just keep running out of time. Sorry, y'all. SWers, if you have Instagram, I keep updated on that.
That a provider (Elora) suggests what should be expected of providers... Maybe I should raise my expectations; demand more?
I may be unusual. The cringe I feel from seeing people describe themselves as types of "healers". Knowing before I started clienting that I was an outlier,
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I may be unusual. The cringe I feel from seeing people describe themselves as types of "healers". Knowing before I started clienting that I was an outlier,
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November 25, 2025 at 1:12 PM
That a provider (Elora) suggests what should be expected of providers... Maybe I should raise my expectations; demand more?
I may be unusual. The cringe I feel from seeing people describe themselves as types of "healers". Knowing before I started clienting that I was an outlier,
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I may be unusual. The cringe I feel from seeing people describe themselves as types of "healers". Knowing before I started clienting that I was an outlier,
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And for someone with chronic mental illness, "powering through" might sometimes provide a distraction from one's own suffering. (Sometimes, but not always. I write from my own experience with depression here. As long as I'm not crying, I can generally go OK.)
If it doesn't harm
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November 25, 2025 at 1:07 PM
And for someone with chronic mental illness, "powering through" might sometimes provide a distraction from one's own suffering. (Sometimes, but not always. I write from my own experience with depression here. As long as I'm not crying, I can generally go OK.)
If it doesn't harm
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To say that "ethical intimacy" is "accepting fewer bookings, not more"? I don't know if it's that simple, not when cost-of-living is striking people so hard. For those under serious financial pressure, declining or postponing a booking might result in being short on what a person needs to *survive*.
November 25, 2025 at 1:04 PM
To say that "ethical intimacy" is "accepting fewer bookings, not more"? I don't know if it's that simple, not when cost-of-living is striking people so hard. For those under serious financial pressure, declining or postponing a booking might result in being short on what a person needs to *survive*.