terence wiggins
@theblacknerd.bsky.social
Writer, baker, photographer, podcaster.
I just want to play videogames.
https://linktr.ee/theblacknerd
I just want to play videogames.
https://linktr.ee/theblacknerd
I wrote about being black for Black History Month medium.com/@theblackner...
Identity Invalid:
The Internal Violence Of Being An Outsider
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February 27, 2024 at 4:52 AM
I wrote about being black for Black History Month medium.com/@theblackner...
Don't kill yourself
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Godspeed You! Black Nerd
I have been “The Black Nerd” since I was 19 years old. It was a name given to me by my friend Bob, from before we were friends, and I was…
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December 13, 2023 at 10:35 PM
Don't kill yourself
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hi bluesky
I'm still alive and Samson is doing well
I'm still alive and Samson is doing well
September 25, 2023 at 9:28 PM
hi bluesky
I'm still alive and Samson is doing well
I'm still alive and Samson is doing well
August 29, 2023 at 5:35 PM
I have treated people awfully and I have lost a lot of people's trust.
My personal hangups and anxieties around women should have never been forced onto people who showed true sympathy and empathy towards me.
I have fucked up beyond measure.
My Discord is TheBlackNerd if anyone wants to discuss
My personal hangups and anxieties around women should have never been forced onto people who showed true sympathy and empathy towards me.
I have fucked up beyond measure.
My Discord is TheBlackNerd if anyone wants to discuss
August 28, 2023 at 2:50 PM
I have treated people awfully and I have lost a lot of people's trust.
My personal hangups and anxieties around women should have never been forced onto people who showed true sympathy and empathy towards me.
I have fucked up beyond measure.
My Discord is TheBlackNerd if anyone wants to discuss
My personal hangups and anxieties around women should have never been forced onto people who showed true sympathy and empathy towards me.
I have fucked up beyond measure.
My Discord is TheBlackNerd if anyone wants to discuss
Please read the whole thread.
Women and femmes are not my personal therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, comforter. They are their own people.
I was off my medication and was experiencing drug withdrawal in combination with my usual mental illness. But that is no excuse.
Women and femmes are not my personal therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, comforter. They are their own people.
I was off my medication and was experiencing drug withdrawal in combination with my usual mental illness. But that is no excuse.
August 28, 2023 at 2:47 PM
Please read the whole thread.
Women and femmes are not my personal therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, comforter. They are their own people.
I was off my medication and was experiencing drug withdrawal in combination with my usual mental illness. But that is no excuse.
Women and femmes are not my personal therapist, psychologist, psychiatrist, comforter. They are their own people.
I was off my medication and was experiencing drug withdrawal in combination with my usual mental illness. But that is no excuse.
Please do not tag Grace in this. I have already deleted her number from my phone. I have already caused her enough pain.
I can only hope that I can regain anyone's trust in the future.
You can either choose to believe I'm being honest or not, but every everything I've said has been my honest experience, and again, it's no excuse for that kind of behavior.
I will be truly gone now. Please take care of yourselves.
You can either choose to believe I'm being honest or not, but every everything I've said has been my honest experience, and again, it's no excuse for that kind of behavior.
I will be truly gone now. Please take care of yourselves.
I was not feeling myself. And that is no excuse. I felt trapped inside my own body and there was someone who there who treated me so genuinely kind that I didn't want to lose that.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
August 26, 2023 at 1:50 PM
Please do not tag Grace in this. I have already deleted her number from my phone. I have already caused her enough pain.
I can only hope that I can regain anyone's trust in the future.
You can either choose to believe I'm being honest or not, but every everything I've said has been my honest experience, and again, it's no excuse for that kind of behavior.
I will be truly gone now. Please take care of yourselves.
You can either choose to believe I'm being honest or not, but every everything I've said has been my honest experience, and again, it's no excuse for that kind of behavior.
I will be truly gone now. Please take care of yourselves.
I was not feeling myself. And that is no excuse. I felt trapped inside my own body and there was someone who there who treated me so genuinely kind that I didn't want to lose that.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
Today is my birthday and I'm not asking for anything, I am definitely not asking for forgiveness. But I would like to explain my actions.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
August 26, 2023 at 1:41 PM
I can only hope that I can regain anyone's trust in the future.
You can either choose to believe I'm being honest or not, but every everything I've said has been my honest experience, and again, it's no excuse for that kind of behavior.
I will be truly gone now. Please take care of yourselves.
You can either choose to believe I'm being honest or not, but every everything I've said has been my honest experience, and again, it's no excuse for that kind of behavior.
I will be truly gone now. Please take care of yourselves.
I was not feeling myself. And that is no excuse. I felt trapped inside my own body and there was someone who there who treated me so genuinely kind that I didn't want to lose that.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
Today is my birthday and I'm not asking for anything, I am definitely not asking for forgiveness. But I would like to explain my actions.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
August 26, 2023 at 1:38 PM
I was not feeling myself. And that is no excuse. I felt trapped inside my own body and there was someone who there who treated me so genuinely kind that I didn't want to lose that.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
I overstepped my boundaries and let my insecurities dictate my behavior. I lost respect. Apologies mean nothing.
Today is my birthday and I'm not asking for anything, I am definitely not asking for forgiveness. But I would like to explain my actions.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
August 26, 2023 at 1:36 PM
Today is my birthday and I'm not asking for anything, I am definitely not asking for forgiveness. But I would like to explain my actions.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
Again I am not asking for forgiveness but a little understanding.
Mental illness and insecurities are no excuse for abhorrent behavior. No one should ever have to be harassed or have their privacy invaded because of my feelings.
I am sorry to Grace for everything I have done.
I am sorry to all of you for having let you down.
Goodbye.
I am sorry to Grace for everything I have done.
I am sorry to all of you for having let you down.
Goodbye.
August 25, 2023 at 2:38 PM
Mental illness and insecurities are no excuse for abhorrent behavior. No one should ever have to be harassed or have their privacy invaded because of my feelings.
I am sorry to Grace for everything I have done.
I am sorry to all of you for having let you down.
Goodbye.
I am sorry to Grace for everything I have done.
I am sorry to all of you for having let you down.
Goodbye.
i'm logging off, i'm sorry
August 25, 2023 at 12:34 AM
i'm logging off, i'm sorry
I never deserved anything you have done for me. You have been overwhelming kind to me. You have done everything for me and I fucked. You are a good person and you deserve people who treat you with respect and I have not done that.
I am genuinely sorry. I have nothing else to say.
I am genuinely sorry. I have nothing else to say.
August 25, 2023 at 12:33 AM
I never deserved anything you have done for me. You have been overwhelming kind to me. You have done everything for me and I fucked. You are a good person and you deserve people who treat you with respect and I have not done that.
I am genuinely sorry. I have nothing else to say.
I am genuinely sorry. I have nothing else to say.
Grace, I am so sorry, please.
You have been nothing but gracious and kind and I have been an awful, awful person. Please, I am so sorry.
I should never have put my feelings first because you're the one who is hurt.
I am genuinely sorry. I don't know what else to say. I've fucked up terribly
You have been nothing but gracious and kind and I have been an awful, awful person. Please, I am so sorry.
I should never have put my feelings first because you're the one who is hurt.
I am genuinely sorry. I don't know what else to say. I've fucked up terribly
August 25, 2023 at 12:31 AM
Grace, I am so sorry, please.
You have been nothing but gracious and kind and I have been an awful, awful person. Please, I am so sorry.
I should never have put my feelings first because you're the one who is hurt.
I am genuinely sorry. I don't know what else to say. I've fucked up terribly
You have been nothing but gracious and kind and I have been an awful, awful person. Please, I am so sorry.
I should never have put my feelings first because you're the one who is hurt.
I am genuinely sorry. I don't know what else to say. I've fucked up terribly
I have done something truly awful to someone I cared about and someone who cared about me. I can never do anything to make it up and I am going to log off.
I won't name her but she deserves much better than anything that I could ever have done.
I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused and goodbye.
I won't name her but she deserves much better than anything that I could ever have done.
I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused and goodbye.
August 25, 2023 at 12:25 AM
I have done something truly awful to someone I cared about and someone who cared about me. I can never do anything to make it up and I am going to log off.
I won't name her but she deserves much better than anything that I could ever have done.
I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused and goodbye.
I won't name her but she deserves much better than anything that I could ever have done.
I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused and goodbye.
There's nothing I can do to make up any of this to you. I didn't deserve your graciousness or kindness and I don't deserve you explaining anything to me.
I deserved to be aired out like this. I'm an awful person to have put you through this. You deserve much better. I'm sorry and goodbye.
I deserved to be aired out like this. I'm an awful person to have put you through this. You deserve much better. I'm sorry and goodbye.
August 25, 2023 at 12:23 AM
There's nothing I can do to make up any of this to you. I didn't deserve your graciousness or kindness and I don't deserve you explaining anything to me.
I deserved to be aired out like this. I'm an awful person to have put you through this. You deserve much better. I'm sorry and goodbye.
I deserved to be aired out like this. I'm an awful person to have put you through this. You deserve much better. I'm sorry and goodbye.
No, I deserve this.
Grace I am so sorry for everything I've done to you. I don't know all of where I've posted anything private about us. I'm sorry for bringing any of this to you. I was having a panic attack when I kept texting you but that's no excuse. I am so sorry for everything
Grace I am so sorry for everything I've done to you. I don't know all of where I've posted anything private about us. I'm sorry for bringing any of this to you. I was having a panic attack when I kept texting you but that's no excuse. I am so sorry for everything
August 25, 2023 at 12:21 AM
No, I deserve this.
Grace I am so sorry for everything I've done to you. I don't know all of where I've posted anything private about us. I'm sorry for bringing any of this to you. I was having a panic attack when I kept texting you but that's no excuse. I am so sorry for everything
Grace I am so sorry for everything I've done to you. I don't know all of where I've posted anything private about us. I'm sorry for bringing any of this to you. I was having a panic attack when I kept texting you but that's no excuse. I am so sorry for everything
I will think about what I've done. I'm logging off now. I'm sorry if my behavior has been untoward or unseemly.
Apologies are useless but I'm sorry.
Apologies are useless but I'm sorry.
August 25, 2023 at 12:03 AM
I will think about what I've done. I'm logging off now. I'm sorry if my behavior has been untoward or unseemly.
Apologies are useless but I'm sorry.
Apologies are useless but I'm sorry.
Understood. I will be logging off and thinking on anything I've done. I know apologies are useless but I'm sorry.
August 25, 2023 at 12:01 AM
Understood. I will be logging off and thinking on anything I've done. I know apologies are useless but I'm sorry.
Understood.
I truly don't know what I did. I am being 100% genuine. If I said something I don't remember, I have been on new medication, that's no excuse but I will reflect on anything I've said to anyone.
I truly don't know what I did. I am being 100% genuine. If I said something I don't remember, I have been on new medication, that's no excuse but I will reflect on anything I've said to anyone.
August 25, 2023 at 12:01 AM
Understood.
I truly don't know what I did. I am being 100% genuine. If I said something I don't remember, I have been on new medication, that's no excuse but I will reflect on anything I've said to anyone.
I truly don't know what I did. I am being 100% genuine. If I said something I don't remember, I have been on new medication, that's no excuse but I will reflect on anything I've said to anyone.
Miriam, I am so sorry for anything I've done. I have not been myself recently and that's no excuse for any behavior I have displayed towards anyone.
I am sorry from the bottom of my heart to anyone I've hurt. I will be logging off now and I once again apologize to anyone and everyone.
I am sorry from the bottom of my heart to anyone I've hurt. I will be logging off now and I once again apologize to anyone and everyone.
August 24, 2023 at 11:48 PM
Miriam, I am so sorry for anything I've done. I have not been myself recently and that's no excuse for any behavior I have displayed towards anyone.
I am sorry from the bottom of my heart to anyone I've hurt. I will be logging off now and I once again apologize to anyone and everyone.
I am sorry from the bottom of my heart to anyone I've hurt. I will be logging off now and I once again apologize to anyone and everyone.
I'm so sorry that any of my behavior has been unwanted or untoward, I am sorry to anyone that I've hurt.
August 24, 2023 at 11:46 PM
I'm so sorry that any of my behavior has been unwanted or untoward, I am sorry to anyone that I've hurt.
I don't know what behavior I have exhibited that needs to be changed but what it is, I will change.
I am sorry to anyone for anything and everything that I've done.
I am sorry to anyone for anything and everything that I've done.
I would sincerely like to understand what I have done to anyone.
I am open to listening. I just want to know.
I am open to listening. I just want to know.
August 24, 2023 at 11:45 PM
I don't know what behavior I have exhibited that needs to be changed but what it is, I will change.
I am sorry to anyone for anything and everything that I've done.
I am sorry to anyone for anything and everything that I've done.
I would sincerely like to understand what I have done to anyone.
I am open to listening. I just want to know.
I am open to listening. I just want to know.
August 24, 2023 at 11:43 PM
I would sincerely like to understand what I have done to anyone.
I am open to listening. I just want to know.
I am open to listening. I just want to know.
they are replying to this saying I have done something and I am sincerely trying to find out what I did bsky.app/profile/theb...
I am in a constant state of fear of being disrespectful and i think more men should do that
August 24, 2023 at 11:41 PM
they are replying to this saying I have done something and I am sincerely trying to find out what I did bsky.app/profile/theb...