Totallynotademon
@therealtnd.bsky.social
Elite Dangerous Partner Streamer. Best worst pilot in the game.
Live every Monday/Wednesday/Saturday
Twitch.tv/cmdr_totallynotademon
Live every Monday/Wednesday/Saturday
Twitch.tv/cmdr_totallynotademon
Emailed my boss to let him know I'm taking a mental health day tomorrow.
He just walked by my desk and gave me a thumbs up and a nod.
I feel better already.
He just walked by my desk and gave me a thumbs up and a nod.
I feel better already.
February 5, 2026 at 8:54 PM
Emailed my boss to let him know I'm taking a mental health day tomorrow.
He just walked by my desk and gave me a thumbs up and a nod.
I feel better already.
He just walked by my desk and gave me a thumbs up and a nod.
I feel better already.
Mental health moment: My motivation to stream has been waning lately. Since becoming a Twitch partner my numbers have been on a steady decline and imposter syndrome is back in full force. "You don't deserve this" is what I hear in my head. It sucks. I hate thinking this way.
February 5, 2026 at 1:41 PM
Mental health moment: My motivation to stream has been waning lately. Since becoming a Twitch partner my numbers have been on a steady decline and imposter syndrome is back in full force. "You don't deserve this" is what I hear in my head. It sucks. I hate thinking this way.
We are still trying to help the people of Levski in #starcitizen
Time to play Spaceship Tetris!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
Time to play Spaceship Tetris!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
Haulin' and Shootin' for Levski - Emergency Furnace Fund !kofi !hcs
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February 4, 2026 at 11:27 PM
We are still trying to help the people of Levski in #starcitizen
Time to play Spaceship Tetris!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
Time to play Spaceship Tetris!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
To be clear, I'm not giving up Elite Dangerous. Just need a change of scenery for a bit.
Gonna say it again: thank you to everyone who is still tuning in as I try other games. Streamers who established themselves on one game take a big risk when they start playing anything else. Seeing all of you still coming out means the world to me.
Love you all!
Love you all!
February 3, 2026 at 7:26 PM
To be clear, I'm not giving up Elite Dangerous. Just need a change of scenery for a bit.
Gonna say it again: thank you to everyone who is still tuning in as I try other games. Streamers who established themselves on one game take a big risk when they start playing anything else. Seeing all of you still coming out means the world to me.
Love you all!
Love you all!
February 3, 2026 at 6:00 PM
Gonna say it again: thank you to everyone who is still tuning in as I try other games. Streamers who established themselves on one game take a big risk when they start playing anything else. Seeing all of you still coming out means the world to me.
Love you all!
Love you all!
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February 2, 2026 at 12:08 AM
Running the Aid The Alliance event in #starcitizen today. Happy to share missions with anyone so hop in!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
Aiding the Alliance as best I can - Emergency Furnace Fund !kofi !hcs
www.twitch.tv
February 2, 2026 at 5:50 PM
Running the Aid The Alliance event in #starcitizen today. Happy to share missions with anyone so hop in!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
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www.twitch.tv/selenestardr... - So the Hermes is pretty great, isn't it? - Star Citizen #Vtuber #Starcitizen
SeleneStardragon - Twitch
[ Vtuber] !tip- !rogue - Yapping, So the Hermes is goated right?
www.twitch.tv
February 1, 2026 at 9:38 PM
www.twitch.tv/selenestardr... - So the Hermes is pretty great, isn't it? - Star Citizen #Vtuber #Starcitizen
We're live running the Alliance Aid event in #starcitizen with friends! Come check out the shenanigans!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
I got a crew! - Emergency Furnace Fund !kofi !hcs
www.twitch.tv
January 31, 2026 at 3:13 PM
We're live running the Alliance Aid event in #starcitizen with friends! Come check out the shenanigans!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
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Hello my fellow Sidekick's, Henchie's, and Goon's, I'm #live on #twitch! Playing #Elite:Dangerous and ... hey ... do things look a little clearer to you?
www.twitch.tv/talisidekick
... something's ... changed ...
www.twitch.tv/talisidekick
... something's ... changed ...
TaliSidekick - Twitch
Something's ... different ... did my PC get glasses? | Cozy Stream
www.twitch.tv
January 30, 2026 at 9:19 PM
Hello my fellow Sidekick's, Henchie's, and Goon's, I'm #live on #twitch! Playing #Elite:Dangerous and ... hey ... do things look a little clearer to you?
www.twitch.tv/talisidekick
... something's ... changed ...
www.twitch.tv/talisidekick
... something's ... changed ...
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This is the correct way to police ICE. And it drives the far right nuts. Good.
January 30, 2026 at 7:04 PM
This is the correct way to police ICE. And it drives the far right nuts. Good.
Back with more Star Citizen tonight. The people of Levski need my help. They need me specifically!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
LEVSKI NEEDS ME SPECIFICALLY - Emergency Furnace Fund !kofi
www.twitch.tv
January 28, 2026 at 11:15 PM
Back with more Star Citizen tonight. The people of Levski need my help. They need me specifically!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
Making bad decisions - Emergency Furnace Fund !kofi
www.twitch.tv
January 26, 2026 at 9:30 PM
New furnace is almost finished being installed. I think I will actually be able to stream today so keep an eye out here. Very fortuante the HVAC company is working with us on the payments.
Anything you can contribute is greatly appreciated!
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
Anything you can contribute is greatly appreciated!
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
Support Totallynotademon
Support Totallynotademon
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January 26, 2026 at 4:57 PM
New furnace is almost finished being installed. I think I will actually be able to stream today so keep an eye out here. Very fortuante the HVAC company is working with us on the payments.
Anything you can contribute is greatly appreciated!
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
Anything you can contribute is greatly appreciated!
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
Quick update for you all. Furnace is being installed tomorrow hopefully! Had to borrow money to pay the deposit but we will have heat! To everyone who has provided support I can't thank you all enough!
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Support Totallynotademon
Support Totallynotademon
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January 26, 2026 at 12:35 AM
Quick update for you all. Furnace is being installed tomorrow hopefully! Had to borrow money to pay the deposit but we will have heat! To everyone who has provided support I can't thank you all enough!
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
Hey everyone. In case you haven't heard, I am currently without a working furnace. I have made a kofi campaign to help raise funds to replace it. Until it is replaced I have no way to properly heat my home. Anything is appreciated.
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Support Totallynotademon
Support Totallynotademon
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January 24, 2026 at 8:22 PM
Hey everyone. In case you haven't heard, I am currently without a working furnace. I have made a kofi campaign to help raise funds to replace it. Until it is replaced I have no way to properly heat my home. Anything is appreciated.
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
ko-fi.com/totallynotad...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
[Elite Partner] Hell is freezing over - Need new furnace
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January 24, 2026 at 3:10 PM
I just want everyone to know I'm eating banana bread right now. I'm happy.
January 22, 2026 at 11:08 PM
I just want everyone to know I'm eating banana bread right now. I'm happy.
Going live a little earlier than usual. Thats ok it just means more TND!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
[Elite Partner] Imagine not participating in DW3
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January 21, 2026 at 10:13 PM
Going live a little earlier than usual. Thats ok it just means more TND!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
We live! #elitedangerous to start followed by #RVThereyet with @niamh.tv
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
Twitch
Twitch is the world
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January 19, 2026 at 6:10 PM
We live! #elitedangerous to start followed by #RVThereyet with @niamh.tv
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
Tonight on TND
We continue the 'Dog Burger' combat Caspian build and if time permits take it for a spin.
Then later @niamh.tv joins to continue our (s)RV There Yet trip!
The fun starts today at 1pm EST
We continue the 'Dog Burger' combat Caspian build and if time permits take it for a spin.
Then later @niamh.tv joins to continue our (s)RV There Yet trip!
The fun starts today at 1pm EST
January 19, 2026 at 2:08 PM
Tonight on TND
We continue the 'Dog Burger' combat Caspian build and if time permits take it for a spin.
Then later @niamh.tv joins to continue our (s)RV There Yet trip!
The fun starts today at 1pm EST
We continue the 'Dog Burger' combat Caspian build and if time permits take it for a spin.
Then later @niamh.tv joins to continue our (s)RV There Yet trip!
The fun starts today at 1pm EST
OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT! ELITE COMMUNITY MEETUP SUMMER 2026 @ TORONTO FAN EXPO AUG 27-30
Kinda. Nothing actually planned now but I'll be there. Also I'm live. Come hang!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
Kinda. Nothing actually planned now but I'll be there. Also I'm live. Come hang!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
CMDR_Totallynotademon - Twitch
[Elite Partner] Interested in a meetup at Toronto Fan Expo?
www.twitch.tv
January 14, 2026 at 11:33 PM
OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT! ELITE COMMUNITY MEETUP SUMMER 2026 @ TORONTO FAN EXPO AUG 27-30
Kinda. Nothing actually planned now but I'll be there. Also I'm live. Come hang!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
Kinda. Nothing actually planned now but I'll be there. Also I'm live. Come hang!
www.twitch.tv/cmdr_totally...
Listened back to some of the vods since getting the new mic and uhh...it still needs some work. It's not bad, but it needs some fine tuning. We'll get there.
January 13, 2026 at 12:52 PM
Listened back to some of the vods since getting the new mic and uhh...it still needs some work. It's not bad, but it needs some fine tuning. We'll get there.
Alright I've put it off for long enough. It's time to get back on track.
I had plans to do a stream makeover over the holidays. I got a lot done, but we aren't 100% yet. It'll be a work-in-progrrss.
Tonight we go live, and you will at least get to see my new intro. Tune in at 7pm EST!
I had plans to do a stream makeover over the holidays. I got a lot done, but we aren't 100% yet. It'll be a work-in-progrrss.
Tonight we go live, and you will at least get to see my new intro. Tune in at 7pm EST!
January 7, 2026 at 9:06 PM
Alright I've put it off for long enough. It's time to get back on track.
I had plans to do a stream makeover over the holidays. I got a lot done, but we aren't 100% yet. It'll be a work-in-progrrss.
Tonight we go live, and you will at least get to see my new intro. Tune in at 7pm EST!
I had plans to do a stream makeover over the holidays. I got a lot done, but we aren't 100% yet. It'll be a work-in-progrrss.
Tonight we go live, and you will at least get to see my new intro. Tune in at 7pm EST!