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ive been binging like crazy and trying to get out of the cycle so bad :((
i dont need to be uncomfortable
i need to hurt from eating
gonna eat til i throw up
i need to feel pain from it before i lose it
I HATE EATING
NOTHING EVEN TASTES GOOD
binged to the point food is meaningless to me
it doesn't hurt me when i eat too much and it makes me go mentally insane if i dont eat at all
binging
idgaf
i have no emotions rn and i need to feel something
pissed i have to eat THREE MEALS TODAY
had to stop that one fucking diet cause of my meds 😒
plus my bedroom is a mess and i cant even clean it cause of my back problems
i had to go to urgent care for my back problems, not only that i had to get medicine and leave work early (less money in my pockets)
a guy i was talking to disabled his account just to ghost me
and someone tried to start drama with me and pulled the victim card 💀
i think im mentally not doing okay but i literally have no clue
so much shit has happened to me in the last 24 hours im just kinda like 😶
think tomorrow imma have some eggs and rice

then maybe a salad and sum chicken :D
it would be so easy for me to walk to the pharmacy to get the medicine for my back pain but i fear that would cause more back pain