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Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 6h

the HITOMANIA and the IGAKU

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 7h

do people still debate if video games are forms of art because by all means the answer is literally without any question "yes" but for some reason I keep seeing it be put into question if we actually see it as art and I wonder if we just have too narrow of a view on what art is meant to be

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 7h

waow... awesome :D

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 7h

I don't know if this explains anything this probably just makes it so much more confusing and annoying, sorry,

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 7h

So I just feel really bad, because I don't wanna cause any trouble and disagree and have people think less of me for thinking differently so I should agree with the crowd but also I don't understand their perspective and can't really be on board with the mindset they have about stuff

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 7h

I don't want people to hate me or think less of me or assume malicious intent because of my perspective on things... and I just so often seem to always be in disagreement with the general consensus and stances that various fandoms have and I cannot for the life of me understand some of them

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 7h

I always feel like I'm not very agreeable and don't hold opinions that general fandom spaces seems to hold and I feel scared of the way people will probably attack and pile onto me for not 100% agreeing or even flat out disagreeing with the common opinion and assume stuff about me for it

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 7h

I feel like people have told me this before but I forgot about it, no one's really mentioned it in years so it hasn't crossed my mind

I just feel like I have to have the "correct opinion" in order to fit in, I have to agree with the common consensus and if I don't then I've failed in a way

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 8h

I want to eat some sugar cookies and a pumpkin pie, like, I just REALLY want to eat those two specific things together while chilling on a couch and watching stuff, like some kind of party setting, but it's just like, maybe me and approximately 2 ppl

I don't get to spend time with people often...

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 8h

okay but it is quite literally "if someone even slightly disagrees with me I'll be really sad and feel like I'm just stupid and wrong and don't get it"

disagreement often reads as hostile to me so someone not agreeing with me feels terrifying, like I fucked up and they're going to hate me for it

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 8h

I don't know if this is normal or anything, it's probably not and I'm just unreasonably sensitive and it's probably annoying and pathetic :(

im sorry,

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 8h

Like it genuinely causes me to feel my heart sink and nerves to start going off when I see people express negative opinions and it gets worse if I do not agree because then I feel bad for not agreeing or understanding the point

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 8h

Is it bad that I don't handle any level of negativity well, I feel like such an annoying little shit for being so sensitive about things when people talk negatively about stuff

I feel like people would find me pathetic for recoiling and feeling nervous and awful seeing it like, at all

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Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 8h

I wanna replay video games I've played before but with friends who don't know of it and so they can experience the game alongside me as I share random factoids about the game and just let them witness the story as I play through it and see how they react to everything I've already played through 🥺

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 8h

opened the menu one time and saw this and I'm just like 😔

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 9h

^w^

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 9h

apple...

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 13h

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 13h

Replaying games is a good thing to do honestly, having a 2nd go through of a game with the knowledge of the story can help you detect things you didn't initially pick up on and appreciate it more :3

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 14h

Anyway I was mainly just talking about games that are meant to be family friendly (like kirby, splatoon, pokemon) having ppl on the internet being shocked that they'd mention and tackle subjects of life or death and existentialism and whatnot

but yeah :>

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 14h

I mean it's not so strange, I know exactly why they want to do that but it still is so weird that the world's gotten to that point when it really... shouldn't have... 😔

And they're trying to replace it with like, shitty conservative propaganda pieces that are poor quality and do no real research

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 14h

I heard a lot about the sort of stuff that Sesame Street in particular has done for kids and it's genuinely just one of the best TV programs for kids to ever do it and it's so strange to me how the US government has this weird push against it for some reason and wants to paint it as evil

Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 14h

ah...

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Tressa @tressaaimuuru.bsky.social · 15h

Kids should get stories that are deep and meaningful too, yknow

they aren't stupid, they can engage with something that has an air of seriousness and maturity and they'll look back and appreciate a thing for doing so