Somewhat NSFW posts.
Beta-Tester of the horrible future, so don't expect many happy posts!
I'm only like 90% progressive since I'm more a realist - meaning I acknowledge pacifism & hope are dangerous things that enables evil.
All is important, not just the underdog of the day.
I'm going to say the harsh truth even if it pisses off snowflakes.
Is one of the reasons I tire of how scummy this furry fandom is getting.
Is one of the reasons I tire of how scummy this furry fandom is getting.
(my patience with people ended long ago, since about the time people forgot how to do even bare-minimal manners).
And anything fun I try to mention, nobody gives a f*ck.
(my patience with people ended long ago, since about the time people forgot how to do even bare-minimal manners).
And anything fun I try to mention, nobody gives a f*ck.
Would be nice if people stop being such suckers for scams.
Businesses & governments lie, a lot.
Would be nice if people stop being such suckers for scams.
Businesses & governments lie, a lot.
The street drugs are hardly a sliver of the problem.
So the Gov Admin is lying as usual.
The street drugs are hardly a sliver of the problem.
So the Gov Admin is lying as usual.
But it's getting increasingly difficult to access some important websites on this Win7 machine now, I'm supposed to see what modern creative software can work on it..
But it's getting increasingly difficult to access some important websites on this Win7 machine now, I'm supposed to see what modern creative software can work on it..
currently I do not have the setup to be able to instantly start art & other projects.
I have to swap PC parts, swap stuff from the desk, bring one of the machines out of hibernation & hope it doesnt fail to (happens ~40% the time), etc.
Need more parts & other desk fixed.
currently I do not have the setup to be able to instantly start art & other projects.
I have to swap PC parts, swap stuff from the desk, bring one of the machines out of hibernation & hope it doesnt fail to (happens ~40% the time), etc.
Need more parts & other desk fixed.
The White-hood House is fully aware their boat murders are war crimes.
It's a not so subtle display to imply what they'd like to do to everyone in the world that doesn't bow to them.
Also to weed out what soldiers aren't willing to commit war-crimes & genocide for them.
The White-hood House is fully aware their boat murders are war crimes.
It's a not so subtle display to imply what they'd like to do to everyone in the world that doesn't bow to them.
Also to weed out what soldiers aren't willing to commit war-crimes & genocide for them.
(could only get my hands on a terrible video & audio rip, so cant appreciate it on an art level).
Might just be the infections talking - but was a big MEH to me.
Writing seems to be a lost art.
Seemed to lack the feeling of "being there", plot was a tad too "backstabbers" jaded.
(could only get my hands on a terrible video & audio rip, so cant appreciate it on an art level).
Might just be the infections talking - but was a big MEH to me.
Writing seems to be a lost art.
Seemed to lack the feeling of "being there", plot was a tad too "backstabbers" jaded.
I remember there was a rabbit medicine that was clearly keeping a neighborhood cat I knew alive (that was likely dying from respiratory complications of FIV) - with it returned to 100% active, but ran out.
The stuff WORKED (even on animals not intended for), but of course is no longer available, very likely for the corrupt reason it worked ($$$>lives).
I remember there was a rabbit medicine that was clearly keeping a neighborhood cat I knew alive (that was likely dying from respiratory complications of FIV) - with it returned to 100% active, but ran out.
The stuff WORKED (even on animals not intended for), but of course is no longer available, very likely for the corrupt reason it worked ($$$>lives).
The stuff WORKED (even on animals not intended for), but of course is no longer available, very likely for the corrupt reason it worked ($$$>lives).
Infections still acting up & cold weather doesn't help.
Infections still acting up & cold weather doesn't help.
Doing vector inking in Sai takes forever.
Old Wacom tablet still throwing the typical infamous problems, typically have to restart the drivers or system to fix.
Can't even properly try out the new screen pentablet yet D:
Doing vector inking in Sai takes forever.
Old Wacom tablet still throwing the typical infamous problems, typically have to restart the drivers or system to fix.
Can't even properly try out the new screen pentablet yet D:
Is the only place I can sometimes feel well and amused anymore.
Is the only place I can sometimes feel well and amused anymore.
(note the needle is like 3mm thick..)
A bigger problem is the ones in the torso are getting worse.
(note the needle is like 3mm thick..)
A bigger problem is the ones in the torso are getting worse.
Been no Thanksgiving meals anymore because no RL friends, & family also busy with problems or far away, not that I'd feel up to going anywhere anyway.
Been no Thanksgiving meals anymore because no RL friends, & family also busy with problems or far away, not that I'd feel up to going anywhere anyway.
(well, need pose refs too, though been sorting through everything, so that's improving)
But I noticed not much exists in battle/fight poses - for furries anyway, the humans from games don't translate well for semi-digitigrade.
(well, need pose refs too, though been sorting through everything, so that's improving)
But I noticed not much exists in battle/fight poses - for furries anyway, the humans from games don't translate well for semi-digitigrade.
And I noticed/remembered quite a bit of NSFW straight & dark themed stuff that had some progress, but worry people wont like them..
straight cubs get caught,
Easter bunny sequels get darker,
Androgynous skunk,
"Bad end" stuff(like mamoru), etc.
And I noticed/remembered quite a bit of NSFW straight & dark themed stuff that had some progress, but worry people wont like them..
straight cubs get caught,
Easter bunny sequels get darker,
Androgynous skunk,
"Bad end" stuff(like mamoru), etc.
That super didn't work (again).
All it made me feel was fear & nauseating dread.
So, back to my numb shell >_<
That super didn't work (again).
All it made me feel was fear & nauseating dread.
So, back to my numb shell >_<
That super didn't work (again).
All it made me feel was fear & nauseating dread.
So, back to my numb shell >_<
Clearly there's many not doing well, and many of the ones doing even worse than me.. are gone, one way or the other..
Clearly there's many not doing well, and many of the ones doing even worse than me.. are gone, one way or the other..