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umbralhaven.bsky.social
ellie
@umbralhaven.bsky.social
22, transfem. any pronouns • i’m autistic and struggle with depression/adhd/ocd/bpd. please be patient with me! @miyukicats.bsky.social 🤍
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i need to lose some weight ive felt horrible about myself because of it
November 27, 2025 at 11:24 PM
im thankful for having big boobs
November 27, 2025 at 9:13 PM
oh how i wish all my firsts were with someone that actually loved me
November 27, 2025 at 12:24 PM
damn i just noticed someone i used to talk with a bit seems to have blocked me on discord? :( their account on here has been gone for a while too i hope it wasn’t personal but still sucks regardless
November 27, 2025 at 11:35 AM
constantly feeling like my body is gonna give out on me lol
November 27, 2025 at 9:50 AM
really bored tonight :/
November 27, 2025 at 5:32 AM
i rewatched the crow a couple weeks ago and i can’t stop thinking about it, such a great film
a close up of a person 's face in the dark
ALT: a close up of a person 's face in the dark
media.tenor.com
November 27, 2025 at 3:34 AM
mrow
November 27, 2025 at 2:34 AM
Reposted by ellie
observer gf
- observing
- detects ordinarily overlooked details
- sees the big picture
- learning to sit back and observe
- "i'll take a look at that"
- "yes, i'm keeping an eye on it"
- scanning everything
- "i see"
- takes pleasure in looking
- always watching
- always watching
- always wa
November 26, 2025 at 7:49 PM
November 26, 2025 at 10:49 PM
i might be a lesbian
November 26, 2025 at 1:03 PM
lots of breathing issues lately lol should i be concerned
November 26, 2025 at 12:06 AM
im so tired today..
November 25, 2025 at 9:00 PM
i need to post more selfies so i can end up baiting someone into calling me mommy for my own amusement and satisfaction
November 25, 2025 at 10:28 AM
want someones face in my chest tbh
November 25, 2025 at 5:34 AM
my brain is completely fried 😵‍💫
November 25, 2025 at 4:16 AM
reminder that i look like this
is this anything
November 25, 2025 at 3:25 AM
should i get high
November 25, 2025 at 2:16 AM
i got a new phone case that has cat ears and i love it :3
November 25, 2025 at 12:59 AM
ill be going outside again in about 2 weeks i hope youre proud of me
November 24, 2025 at 11:53 PM
hm. i’ve finally had a moment where i genuinely thought to myself “i’m too old for this shit”

the internet is such an interesting place
November 24, 2025 at 11:05 PM
wish ppl would use more pronouns on me besides just she…
November 24, 2025 at 9:16 PM
😶
November 24, 2025 at 8:47 PM
i look kinda hot already but i would be a million times hotter if i had any sort of confidence
November 24, 2025 at 6:32 PM