Unhinged Millennial
@unhingedmillennial.bsky.social
An elder millennial just trying to keep the existential dread at bay
I am an optimistic nihilist and overthinker
Disappointed, but not surprised
I am an optimistic nihilist and overthinker
Disappointed, but not surprised
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Gutted by the Dems caving after the blue-wave wins of last week? Sick & tired of us snatching defeat from the jaws of victory? I hear you! Might I suggest you calm yourself, relax, take a deep, cleansing breath... then see if this photo of 2 pandas cuddling is of any help.
November 10, 2025 at 7:45 PM
Gutted by the Dems caving after the blue-wave wins of last week? Sick & tired of us snatching defeat from the jaws of victory? I hear you! Might I suggest you calm yourself, relax, take a deep, cleansing breath... then see if this photo of 2 pandas cuddling is of any help.
went from therapy with psych, to a tiny break, to a session with my therapist. total 90 minutes of discussing my brain. it's only noon. i should not have to face reality AND myself so early in the day and for so loooooong. #mentalillness controls my life, even when i'm good i work to maintain
November 10, 2025 at 5:05 PM
went from therapy with psych, to a tiny break, to a session with my therapist. total 90 minutes of discussing my brain. it's only noon. i should not have to face reality AND myself so early in the day and for so loooooong. #mentalillness controls my life, even when i'm good i work to maintain
it's too early again. i have to start staying up later. feeling old.
November 9, 2025 at 10:20 AM
it's too early again. i have to start staying up later. feeling old.
my AP (anti psychotic), when we push up the dose, makes the extra trains of thought go quiet. it's very weird to start with a dozen simultaneous thoughts and then shift to having only 1 maybe 2 trains of thought. i feel dull. ive grown so accustomed to the noise, it feels normal but i know it isn't
November 8, 2025 at 12:50 AM
my AP (anti psychotic), when we push up the dose, makes the extra trains of thought go quiet. it's very weird to start with a dozen simultaneous thoughts and then shift to having only 1 maybe 2 trains of thought. i feel dull. ive grown so accustomed to the noise, it feels normal but i know it isn't
im bored but i think it's bc i doubled my AP to counteract some OCD stuff, and i'm not used to having only 1 train of thought. i feel dull lol
November 7, 2025 at 4:28 PM
im bored but i think it's bc i doubled my AP to counteract some OCD stuff, and i'm not used to having only 1 train of thought. i feel dull lol
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IC 1805 Heart Nebula
244 minutes integration HOO with 60m RGB stars
2-11-2025
ASI 585 MC and ASI 294 MC Pro
#astronomy #astrophotography
244 minutes integration HOO with 60m RGB stars
2-11-2025
ASI 585 MC and ASI 294 MC Pro
#astronomy #astrophotography
November 3, 2025 at 3:01 PM
IC 1805 Heart Nebula
244 minutes integration HOO with 60m RGB stars
2-11-2025
ASI 585 MC and ASI 294 MC Pro
#astronomy #astrophotography
244 minutes integration HOO with 60m RGB stars
2-11-2025
ASI 585 MC and ASI 294 MC Pro
#astronomy #astrophotography
so my #OCD has me replaying #kpopdemonhunters over and over and over. it's frustrating bc when i play something else, my brain and body rebel and everything feels *wrong*. those of you with ocd/adhd/audhd might understand? when the movie ends i almost always start it over immediately. send help! 😭
November 4, 2025 at 11:00 AM
so my #OCD has me replaying #kpopdemonhunters over and over and over. it's frustrating bc when i play something else, my brain and body rebel and everything feels *wrong*. those of you with ocd/adhd/audhd might understand? when the movie ends i almost always start it over immediately. send help! 😭
awake again, too early tho not as early as yesterday thankfully. tbf i went to be at like 9:30 last night so i got over 7 hours. still sleepy but can't stay asleep. par for the course. i did a fair amount of physical labor yesterday and since i have a broken body that has a massive impact
November 4, 2025 at 10:45 AM
awake again, too early tho not as early as yesterday thankfully. tbf i went to be at like 9:30 last night so i got over 7 hours. still sleepy but can't stay asleep. par for the course. i did a fair amount of physical labor yesterday and since i have a broken body that has a massive impact
i have stuff to do and it's only 5 am. gonna have a long day i think
woke up ruminating about old sadnesses too
woke up ruminating about old sadnesses too
November 3, 2025 at 9:56 AM
i have stuff to do and it's only 5 am. gonna have a long day i think
woke up ruminating about old sadnesses too
woke up ruminating about old sadnesses too
watching kpop demon hunters again and wondering if, in the future, we will feel it is so dated bc everything the girls wear is cropped
i long for the day when crop tops go out of style. i want my shirts back thank you
i long for the day when crop tops go out of style. i want my shirts back thank you
November 3, 2025 at 9:50 AM
watching kpop demon hunters again and wondering if, in the future, we will feel it is so dated bc everything the girls wear is cropped
i long for the day when crop tops go out of style. i want my shirts back thank you
i long for the day when crop tops go out of style. i want my shirts back thank you
my homies, i am so tired
November 3, 2025 at 2:04 AM
my homies, i am so tired
i'm getting pretty good at opposite action (dbt skill) and it comes more naturally these days. today i didn't want to clean, so instead i got up and took a shower. then since i was up and dressed, i felt more inclined to clean up. when i'm depressed this is much harder, but the skill def helps
November 2, 2025 at 6:28 PM
i'm getting pretty good at opposite action (dbt skill) and it comes more naturally these days. today i didn't want to clean, so instead i got up and took a shower. then since i was up and dressed, i felt more inclined to clean up. when i'm depressed this is much harder, but the skill def helps
I've gotten used to being alone. Probably not a great thing, but here we are. Ppl leave or I shutdown and can't come up with things to say, or am stuck and can't say anything due to anxiety or ocd or something like that. #mentalillness is not for the faint of heart
November 2, 2025 at 4:44 PM
I've gotten used to being alone. Probably not a great thing, but here we are. Ppl leave or I shutdown and can't come up with things to say, or am stuck and can't say anything due to anxiety or ocd or something like that. #mentalillness is not for the faint of heart
"You're too much and not enough."
- Gwi-ma to Zoey
I relate to this so hard. I have always felt that way.
#kpdh #kpopdemonhunters #feelings #bipolar
- Gwi-ma to Zoey
I relate to this so hard. I have always felt that way.
#kpdh #kpopdemonhunters #feelings #bipolar
November 2, 2025 at 4:42 PM
"You're too much and not enough."
- Gwi-ma to Zoey
I relate to this so hard. I have always felt that way.
#kpdh #kpopdemonhunters #feelings #bipolar
- Gwi-ma to Zoey
I relate to this so hard. I have always felt that way.
#kpdh #kpopdemonhunters #feelings #bipolar
maybe someday my #OCD will release me from needing to watch #KPOPdemonhunters but today is not that day
i have to have watched this movie at least 20 times in the last couple of weeks alone. not to mention listening to the soundtrack as well
#adhd is not helping this!! talk about hyperfixation
i have to have watched this movie at least 20 times in the last couple of weeks alone. not to mention listening to the soundtrack as well
#adhd is not helping this!! talk about hyperfixation
November 2, 2025 at 3:49 PM
maybe someday my #OCD will release me from needing to watch #KPOPdemonhunters but today is not that day
i have to have watched this movie at least 20 times in the last couple of weeks alone. not to mention listening to the soundtrack as well
#adhd is not helping this!! talk about hyperfixation
i have to have watched this movie at least 20 times in the last couple of weeks alone. not to mention listening to the soundtrack as well
#adhd is not helping this!! talk about hyperfixation
i read a devastating story about the flooding here in NYC yesterday and i am just gutted by one of the stories. i wont' repeat it bc it is just very, very sad. i knew that amt of rain would be dangerous.
but climate change isn't real right?
*rolls eyes*
but climate change isn't real right?
*rolls eyes*
October 31, 2025 at 2:33 PM
i read a devastating story about the flooding here in NYC yesterday and i am just gutted by one of the stories. i wont' repeat it bc it is just very, very sad. i knew that amt of rain would be dangerous.
but climate change isn't real right?
*rolls eyes*
but climate change isn't real right?
*rolls eyes*
my #OCD has latched on to #kpopdemonhunters but I have to say of everything to be addicted to, at least this is good music and funny dialogue
#kpdh
#kpdh
October 31, 2025 at 2:32 PM
my #OCD has latched on to #kpopdemonhunters but I have to say of everything to be addicted to, at least this is good music and funny dialogue
#kpdh
#kpdh
He lies like he breathes!!!
They rely on assuming that people don't do their own research, and many probably don't, but I think as these policies hurt ppl more and more, they -are- looking things up for themselves so they KNOW that we have the money--this is just political bullying
They rely on assuming that people don't do their own research, and many probably don't, but I think as these policies hurt ppl more and more, they -are- looking things up for themselves so they KNOW that we have the money--this is just political bullying
Q: In the last Trump shutdown, he made sure SNAP benefits went out. Why do you think he shouldn't do that this time?
MIKE JOHNSON: The president has done exactly what he did in the first term, and that is bend over backward to make sure we mitigate the harm. The money doesn't exist to do it.
MIKE JOHNSON: The president has done exactly what he did in the first term, and that is bend over backward to make sure we mitigate the harm. The money doesn't exist to do it.
October 30, 2025 at 2:38 PM
He lies like he breathes!!!
They rely on assuming that people don't do their own research, and many probably don't, but I think as these policies hurt ppl more and more, they -are- looking things up for themselves so they KNOW that we have the money--this is just political bullying
They rely on assuming that people don't do their own research, and many probably don't, but I think as these policies hurt ppl more and more, they -are- looking things up for themselves so they KNOW that we have the money--this is just political bullying
i am having a very difficult time making plans far in advance. it feels like the world is too volatile to count on anything being true for too long.
trip planned for december but it feels so far away
trip planned for december but it feels so far away
October 30, 2025 at 2:08 PM
i am having a very difficult time making plans far in advance. it feels like the world is too volatile to count on anything being true for too long.
trip planned for december but it feels so far away
trip planned for december but it feels so far away
i can't help but start my day catching up on the news but damn, this is apocalyptic every morning lately.
the strategy is to starve everyone into submission, remove healthcare so we are too weak and sick to fight back
the cruelty is the point
everyone's mental health must be trashed
the strategy is to starve everyone into submission, remove healthcare so we are too weak and sick to fight back
the cruelty is the point
everyone's mental health must be trashed
October 30, 2025 at 2:07 PM
i can't help but start my day catching up on the news but damn, this is apocalyptic every morning lately.
the strategy is to starve everyone into submission, remove healthcare so we are too weak and sick to fight back
the cruelty is the point
everyone's mental health must be trashed
the strategy is to starve everyone into submission, remove healthcare so we are too weak and sick to fight back
the cruelty is the point
everyone's mental health must be trashed
i have no energy but i'm restless, songs stuck in my head
October 26, 2025 at 12:33 AM
i have no energy but i'm restless, songs stuck in my head
just ghost me. better than a wall of text.
October 26, 2025 at 12:33 AM
just ghost me. better than a wall of text.