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mrbeast voice ok today we'll be trying to talk to someone my friend is introducing me to but start to have a panic attack as soon as they look at me
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my fun diary part 102
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microwaved pre-roasted chestnuts
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someone was telling me what i Should do is book my own live show. out loud i was like "no way" and in my head i was like "no way bozo." but now about a year later thats what im gonna do. will anyone come to it idk. but its clear i need to build something separate from but parallel to normal world
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it is exactly the same paradigm ive thought of myself in too. also as someone who used alcohol to mitigate the problem for a long time. sometimes i seem to wheedle my way "in" "to normal life" but then always get pushed back out to weirdo isolated world like a foreign body
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i was listening to an interview with an alcoholic and he described this feeling from a young age of there being ways that other people seemed to conduct their lives that were inaccessible to him, and a feeling of being on the outside of these systems and wanting to find a way in. i was blown away bc
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this would fix me
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isnt someone supposed to call you ugly or fall in love with you when you post your face online. everyone is so normal now
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what i ate last 24 hours
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i think i need to deprive myself of all solitary pleasures and then i will intuitively create a richer external life for myself. but tonight im getting a yummy fried rice
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im sorry but using a reduced fat cream does not mean you invented a new type of onion dip
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this is a good music thumbnail
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i think this makes sense. ive watched 100,000 hours of youtube so i should probably trust my gut
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this was exactly a normal reeses but slightly worse. idk how else to describe it like what why did they make this
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i thought about asking someone out for valentines but i havent gotten a haircut in over 2 months and i look like the wojak with the crazy hair
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ok yay <3 my song is showing up
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i mightve fucked my whole release up by deleting and reuploading song on distrokid after it got sent to stores. now spotify says they got my song but its not in "upcoming" which has never happened before. i want to **********************************
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youtube encoding just obliterates 1080p video so you have to upload in 4k to get better bitrate(?). maybe im superstitious but when i see a youtube video with 4k option i assume it is Evil. 1080p is Good. 1440p is pushing it. i am totally crazy. and no i can not let people see my recommended section
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i want one of these
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when i was eating this pastry (which i forget the name of but is always disappointing) the girls in front of me were talking about all the guys theyre seeing and saying they want to get married by 30 i was like oh my god i am from another universe i think and i turned the twitch vod up in my earbuds