Varaeli Bleu | ❄️ Changeling VTuber ❄️
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Sleep schedule and body are sorting out-

So Stream schedules are back!

Sunday- KH1 / Fellowship 6pm CST

Monday - N/A

Tuesday - Fellowship 10:30pm CST

Wednesday - Megabonk 10:30pm CST

Thursday - N/A

Friday - Maybe…

Saturday - Wildcard Day! 2/3/4pm CST
I got the haircut I’ve been growing my hair forever for now…

I feel like I’ve evolved. I’ve become Midwest incarnate.
So imagine Dungeons from say FF 14 or modern WoW

Remove the RPG part

Now make dungeoneering the entire purpose of the game without treating it as your second job.

It's that.

No character creation, you have character archetypes to pick from, and its just entirely dungeons otherwise.
In true release day fashion, Fellowship going through the growing pains of on-launch servers... So maybe Kingdom Hearts is still on the menu tonight after all depending on how this holds.

Anyways... if any oomfs have their eyes set on Fellowship, I wouldn't mind playing! (I play Rime & Mara mostly)
I forgot... Fellowship releases today. In an hour.

👀
Reinstalled KH and I think I might be pretty close to finishing my Proud mode playthrough for KH1

… might stream finishing it tomorrow? Or trying to at least.
Early work day over, Rain & Petrichor in the air, Breakcore to bop to and wings ordered.

Day good.
I think Hades 2 Foreshadows something too, which I will avoid saying because still new but I will say… Macaria is in some tellings to have been also Child of Heracles… Guess who is in Hades 2?
Hades 2 was such a good game that honestly I think I see a Hades 3 in the future as the final installment.

3 Fates
3 Furies
3 Reported Children of Hades (Zagreus, Melinoe, & Macaria)
3 Games

No, I’m not obsessed, but one day I’ll be going “I knew it,” like Prometheus.
Fresh air is important, nay- VITAL!

Get it. We're not build to be pent up in buildings 24/7.

Don't have to go anywhere, just open a window or sit outside for a bit, enjoy it before winter comes in and its hella cold.

Hell, I just sat outside listening to music for 30 minutes and I feel refreshed.
I just know once I starting making my own wine & growing my own vegetables, its only a couple hundred or thousand dollars away from raising a couple of cattle or chickens.
TBH I’m just trying to find a new lust for life because video games kinda just aren’t all it for me right now but also like…

What other T-girls and queers in my area do in-person stuff like ranching and cool stuff like that?

I wish life didn’t suck. I miss not coping and just actually living life.
I need to become a farm girl

Being a farm girl could fix me.
The urge to grow grapes and repurpose part of the garage into a wine cellar (no one uses it)
No stream tonight, feel like I owe my body some proper rest and not whatever I’m usually doing of late.

Need some relaxation tonight. 🙏
Why is it when it gets colder I notice my libido go up?

This feels like a re-occurring pattern now. It’s October, why do I feel freakier???
Is it bad I consider half the album as a viable Christmas soundtrack?

1999 was practically a Christmas/New Year’s update…
EVERY ACHIEVEMENT IN HADES 2 HAS BEEN COLLECTED! LET'S GOOOOO!

... Am sad I kinda gone through the like... practically 98% of the game already.

But, IT WAS VERY VERY GOOD and probably my Game of the Year.
Me in 2020: “No Kings, No Queens, No Crowns”

Me in 2025: “Being Worshipped in some capacity could fix me (probably)”
Finished the Epilogue for Hades 2...

I need a smoke.
Being in a dream state for a millennium (or at least a week) could fix me.
11 achievements remaining in Hades 2…

I’m not obsessed, I swear!