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VertactiveVRT
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Hi i'm a lonely Spectrum (SFM) Artist pursuing passion; writing stories & finding Special Interests.
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| AuDHD | Nostalgic | Cars & Rail Enthusiasts | Multi-Hobbies
#FreePalenstine🇵🇸

"I rather be Free from Here"
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This was my sketch from my last Art Class of the year.

These sketches are from my Dream a few years back where i was exploring Cave held by Tree pillars holding a ceiling of Water; Flowers & Lamps around. Train Tracks & Vintage Street lamps.
#sketch #autisticartist #drawlings #promo
I've got same instinct too i mean look at what i have been posting earlier
Doesn't just apply to excitement though.

Idkkk I just get scared of people thinking me constantly talking about MY interests or MY problems is me being self centered or begging for attention 😭😭😭
Who else gets too excited about something to the point they're afraid of coming off as very self centered or an attention seeker?

I found another "Prep and Landing" fan on Tumblr, and I'm kinda afraid that they blocked me for this reason but they're probably just doing something else ngl
February 1, 2026 at 4:33 AM
You know what i like to say: People Suck. And i wish i wasn't a part of humanity.
January 31, 2026 at 5:23 PM
i hate having to sacrifice my mental health to search specific hobbies or people who i could talk and follow.
Its like there's almost nothing for me like i don't belong anywhere and nowhere is safe.
All i could handle is being productive at my wonderful lonely imagination.
#mentalhealth #AuDHD
January 31, 2026 at 5:17 PM
im goin talk to myself like as if the world around me is dead.

i always feel afraid meeting people on here because how harsh or creeply gross people are including excessive amount of sexual explicit accounts it makes me want to leave and be hopeless to let the world parish till all its left is me.
January 31, 2026 at 5:02 PM
Thundering Rebel Armored Train

Thought this was cool to share my photography skills even if it doesn't seem "perfectly appealing art" from a map i was revisiting called 'icerailway'.
#gmod #garrysmod #garrysmodphotography #armoredtrain #hl2 #steamlocomotive #streamlined
January 31, 2026 at 4:54 PM
i'm surprised i'm almost 40 followers but most a these people who those who don't even know who i am or actually enjoy what i upload or even TALK TO ME AT ALL!

Seriously theres no need to be silently watching me since its kinda depressing.

Also i'd love to share about snow im having; i cant rn.
January 31, 2026 at 4:44 PM
Its finally SNOWING!!

"The weather outside is frightful but the fire is..so delightful and we got no place to go let it snow let it snow let it snow-" *Interrupted by a scene from Die Hard movie*
January 31, 2026 at 4:40 PM
*sign* for 5 minutes could we please stop having problems FOR 5 MINUTES!?!?

I cannot stress how much i'm sick of these: First A.I implement and now yesterday i got 'Restricted Mode' forcing me make an account to turn it off or lose access to #youtube posts/vids.

When shall this nightmare stop!😢
January 29, 2026 at 6:43 PM
Connie - "Funky... Flow?"
January 27, 2026 at 5:12 PM
believe me your not only one. It feels like we're somewhat stuck at our exciting little kid part and constant high self awareness to a point we might have an overload meltdown.
Why do I have this genuine fear of driving people away/looking annoying, to the point I am constantly rambling or trying to make myself look better? And soon deleting these rambles out of embarrassment?

I feel like I've gotten better at controlling myself, but I've also noticed that I still do this
January 27, 2026 at 6:17 AM
Friday night I drew my personal favorite HL2 Concept: Combine SWAT Truck from 'Raising The Bar' concept art book by Viktor Antonov.

Most stressful part was drawling small details including rear tires to match it from concept art.
#halflife2 #hl2beta #autisticartist #drawlings #illustration
January 26, 2026 at 4:01 PM
Screen Fatigue is real and its taking a toll on our mental health.

You can thank Covid lockdowns on making everything feel worse.
January 26, 2026 at 6:32 AM
Same
Dude this freakin Month has felt so long and boring.. I actually hate it so much 😭😭😭
January 26, 2026 at 6:29 AM
Tonight i played a session of R.E.P.O and we watched a Reaper hilariously A-Posing sliding back from our truck.😅
By sliding pass castle doors Reaper walk back to normal where it originally appeared.

#REPO #R.E.P.O #gaming #funnymoment
January 25, 2026 at 5:07 AM
At first glance to me it always sounds like vending machine said "DAT GUY" or "Dead Guy" 😅

Steven needs to show his collection of toys and VHS. I used to watch VHS about Dumbo or Thomas and Friends.
I AGREE SO MUCH OMGGG

"Dave guy!!!!" was a vocal stim of mine for a while, only because I thought the way the machine announced it was so funny for some reason 😭
Steven Universe was highkey funny as shit many don’t talk about this
January 18, 2026 at 4:57 AM
Except Peridot wont like many loud people or losers on the internet who spend to much at their computers or devices.

Peridot and i share our own special interest but we're careful how we handle our tech stuff and enjoy what we have and admire nature. Including helping at Little HomeSchool.
Maybe when Peridot gets to Earth, she'll see how nice all the people are, and she won't want to hurt anyone.
January 18, 2026 at 4:55 AM
Reposted by VertactiveVRT
Guy Moon, the composer behind the music of animated favorites like "Danny Phantom" and "Johnny Test," died in a traffic accident Jan. 8.
Guy Moon, mind behind music in Nickelodeon's 'Fairly OddParents,' dies
Guy Moon, the composer behind the music of animated favorites like "Danny Phantom" and "Johnny Test," died in a traffic accident Jan. 8.
bit.ly
January 11, 2026 at 10:30 PM
There is no chance they would have made this tank how have i not seen actual photos these weird unheard tank designs.

I dont like how its giving me World of Tanks flashbacks. It was an awful game and an awful gaming community.
The Light Tank T1E1 was standardized as the Light Tank M1 #OTD in 1928. The standardization was rolled back just a few months later, as trials showed that while the tanks surpassed the M1917, they were still worse than newest tanks developed abroad and in the US. #tanks #history
January 16, 2026 at 5:56 AM
trust me ive gotten those including when i'm sweating or somecases too toasty
Oh gosh... My whole body is so itchy 😭😭😭
January 13, 2026 at 4:33 AM
We've felt worse both you and i
January 13, 2026 at 3:45 AM
i get 17 notifications but instead shows only one? how lame... Wish i could have plenty a supportive followers rn
January 12, 2026 at 7:10 PM
I notice many people on the internet these days are bunch a losers who always make assumpution conclusions and pretend they watched steven universe when they're being bunch a "Mr know it all" and have COMPLETE NONE KNOWLEDGE!

I used to hear SU: Movie about few years till a crossover puss n boots.
I remember, before the Steven Universe movie came out, everyone was weirdly disappointed about it being a musical when the whole show itself is a musical 😭

Like it was really stupid. It's as if NOBODY paid attention to the original series and/or are fake fans.

#StevenUniverse
January 12, 2026 at 7:01 PM
My epic porting model progress!
includes except Alyx:
-Ghostbusters
-NFS:MW Police cruiser & Sergeant Cross
-Burnout Paradise
-Rose qaurtz and her Sword & Shield
-Huntress (No facial pose sadly)
Further to import...
#SFM #sourcefilmmaker #3dmodels #hlalyx #burnoutparadise #huntress
January 12, 2026 at 6:54 PM
Found a Fire Engine at a Stripe Mall near Publix on Dec 12st.

I remember this part a town since i was little youngster where i mostly visit at Publix on my parent shoppings. Many places have changed since last i visited.
#fireengine #firetruck #emergencyvehicles #specialinterests
January 8, 2026 at 10:48 PM
One more i forgot to mention i actually got to watch every short film from Prep and Landing series on Christmas Eve evening.
December 29, 2025 at 10:26 PM