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🔞scary and evil
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18+ only she/her it/its
scary alt account ahhh!!! nsfw and vent
"but there are too many songs about love"
sex with girls
November 10, 2025 at 6:33 PM
it's cool that everything that happens to me that seems good at first turns out to be Bad and Makes Me Worse
November 10, 2025 at 7:53 AM
i would give up a lot to finally genuinely be loved back by someone
November 10, 2025 at 7:46 AM
a lot of what im scared of falls into 3 categories

thing that's happened before but again

worst case scenario

the good thing going away
November 10, 2025 at 7:43 AM
the reason I don't get any affection is caused by not getting any affection. getting affection makes it worse. help
November 10, 2025 at 7:07 AM
if i ever get a crush on anybody it always goes fucking horribly i shouldn't be allowed to feel emotions
November 10, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I'm too fucked up to be loved
November 10, 2025 at 7:03 AM
wanting to be loved is the worst thing ever
November 10, 2025 at 6:49 AM
i need 2 be held so fucking bad i think I'm going to die before it happens
November 10, 2025 at 5:15 AM
i want things that i can never have
November 10, 2025 at 5:01 AM
im going fucking insane
November 10, 2025 at 4:55 AM
im always in a bit of pain so i should be flirted with and teased as a treat
November 10, 2025 at 4:30 AM
i need to do things that will make me feel worse because I'm still too scared to hurt myself. do any very affectionate couples need a third wheel to be around so i can get more jealous and sad and upset. im goated at third Wheeling i used to do it so fucking often
November 10, 2025 at 1:58 AM
i think its fucked up that everybody else is wanted and loved and has friends but i dont
November 10, 2025 at 1:30 AM
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An obnoxious little void maid named Pittari!
September 11, 2025 at 5:35 PM
ithink im actively getting worse
November 9, 2025 at 2:23 PM
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August 11, 2025 at 11:47 AM
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commission
September 22, 2025 at 3:24 AM
when will i have gone through enough shit to be considered deserving of the things i want
November 9, 2025 at 7:40 AM
sorry to the people that dont know me anywhere else that half of what you see of me is just me beint depressed and lonely
November 9, 2025 at 7:20 AM
i want a big sister girlfriend who will protect me and love me forever
November 9, 2025 at 6:08 AM
im such a fucking mess nobody could ever reciprocate my feelings
November 9, 2025 at 6:01 AM
o need to just start being am assholr with muting people but also muting people is what the latest person that cut me off did a lot so i can't be like a mean person i have to be nice but i get irrationally jealous so easily i want it to stop i want to be wanted
November 9, 2025 at 5:51 AM
im really just way too fucking stupid i need to be able to cry 2 someone about what is currently ailing me but i don't think most people would give a fuck or whatever
November 9, 2025 at 5:44 AM
i want to be able to understand love and know what it feels like to be loved back
November 9, 2025 at 5:42 AM