wasp
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my space to yap. like a diary Stuff i like<3 occasionally nsfw
Love jayvik ngl
it/its
my space to yap. like a diary Stuff i like<3 occasionally nsfw
Love jayvik ngl
fun fact but ignoring problems doesnt make them go away
July 27, 2025 at 8:55 AM
fun fact but ignoring problems doesnt make them go away
Maybe i need to just move back home
July 13, 2025 at 12:32 AM
Maybe i need to just move back home
I dont know how to exist on my own. I want things to be about me. Even just for one day
July 13, 2025 at 12:30 AM
I dont know how to exist on my own. I want things to be about me. Even just for one day
I rly shouldve learned my lesson by now but i Still contemplate and weigh if i should betray a part of myself to satisfy the wants of somebody else
July 13, 2025 at 12:27 AM
I rly shouldve learned my lesson by now but i Still contemplate and weigh if i should betray a part of myself to satisfy the wants of somebody else
Things that i should like have begun to make me uncomfortable
July 13, 2025 at 12:26 AM
Things that i should like have begun to make me uncomfortable
I still to this day feel like im just roleplaying most of the relationships in my life like. Playing some kind of character. Its not real. Its just a role im going along with
July 13, 2025 at 12:25 AM
I still to this day feel like im just roleplaying most of the relationships in my life like. Playing some kind of character. Its not real. Its just a role im going along with
My brain flipped the switch where the things that usually make me happy no longer make me happy and im just praying it switches it back soon
July 13, 2025 at 12:24 AM
My brain flipped the switch where the things that usually make me happy no longer make me happy and im just praying it switches it back soon
Im being exaggerative bc its 1 am. Part of the reason i feel like ive nobody to talk to is bc the people who do care for me are simply asleep
July 13, 2025 at 12:22 AM
Im being exaggerative bc its 1 am. Part of the reason i feel like ive nobody to talk to is bc the people who do care for me are simply asleep
I just feel so isolated. Theres nobody i can turn to with these things. Everyone has their own lives. I cant interrupt them. I exist on the side. Im an accessory. Im there when convenient or quirky or fun.
July 13, 2025 at 12:19 AM
I just feel so isolated. Theres nobody i can turn to with these things. Everyone has their own lives. I cant interrupt them. I exist on the side. Im an accessory. Im there when convenient or quirky or fun.
Id just really like to be seen. I hate being so strongly social and so strongly reliant on other people. I hate rsd. I hate flipflopping between "my personal relations are great, i have so many people i love" and "i genuinely feel so alone i have nobody i can turn to n talk to safely" no inbetweenn
July 13, 2025 at 12:18 AM
Id just really like to be seen. I hate being so strongly social and so strongly reliant on other people. I hate rsd. I hate flipflopping between "my personal relations are great, i have so many people i love" and "i genuinely feel so alone i have nobody i can turn to n talk to safely" no inbetweenn
Even when people do things "for me" historically its just something they want to do not for me but for Anyone, ultimitely for themselves, n im just someone to fill that cookie cutter theyve imagined they want
July 13, 2025 at 12:14 AM
Even when people do things "for me" historically its just something they want to do not for me but for Anyone, ultimitely for themselves, n im just someone to fill that cookie cutter theyve imagined they want
I feel like my mind and my body are going stale
July 13, 2025 at 12:12 AM
I feel like my mind and my body are going stale
And worst of it all is ive had this fucking brain fog
July 13, 2025 at 12:12 AM
And worst of it all is ive had this fucking brain fog
I hate my job. Im scared ill hate my masters. Im scared i wont get a good job even after my masters.
July 13, 2025 at 12:09 AM
I hate my job. Im scared ill hate my masters. Im scared i wont get a good job even after my masters.
Ppl always want me to be something different to fill some kind of preimagined mold. And i always try to fill it and im so stupid for it. Its never about me. Its about who i could be if i bend and twist myself right
July 13, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Ppl always want me to be something different to fill some kind of preimagined mold. And i always try to fill it and im so stupid for it. Its never about me. Its about who i could be if i bend and twist myself right
Always feel like ppl treat me like im not enough while also always feeling like i Am Enough and just begging people to see that
July 13, 2025 at 12:03 AM
Always feel like ppl treat me like im not enough while also always feeling like i Am Enough and just begging people to see that
I got that kind of depression where every couple of months i start believing ive done everything i need to in life and could finish up now. Im tired. There isnt anything left for me to see
To be clear theres no need for concern im just yapping to analyse my thoughts and feelings. Talking grounds me
To be clear theres no need for concern im just yapping to analyse my thoughts and feelings. Talking grounds me
July 13, 2025 at 12:02 AM
I got that kind of depression where every couple of months i start believing ive done everything i need to in life and could finish up now. Im tired. There isnt anything left for me to see
To be clear theres no need for concern im just yapping to analyse my thoughts and feelings. Talking grounds me
To be clear theres no need for concern im just yapping to analyse my thoughts and feelings. Talking grounds me
Diary: i hate gender sometimes. I wish it didnt make people treat me differently
July 13, 2025 at 12:00 AM
Diary: i hate gender sometimes. I wish it didnt make people treat me differently
I cannot wait for artfight
May 25, 2025 at 11:57 AM
I cannot wait for artfight
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May 6, 2025 at 6:37 PM
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「 i was somebody 」 🦴
May 21, 2025 at 10:13 AM
「 i was somebody 」 🦴
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