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@wodienfor.bsky.social

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27 years of age / British /Video artist/remixer/YTPer / Goober / Genderfluid/pansexual / he/she/they / Enthusiast over many things. Socials: https://linktr.ee/wodienfor Discord - wodienfor [friends only] [NFT/AI/pedo/scam supporters DNI]

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wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 2d

i'm 28 years now.

this was originally gonna have the annual birthday bash setting, but an incident occured that I feel more regret as time progressed. hence why I drew only wod with a birthday hat. I thought it was good enough to post.

i already had future plans on revamping my OC refs.

hbd to me

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 4d

sorta recovering from the hell i went through, but i guess i have to move forward.

i think that might be the better solution. i've been careless for the past few months.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 6d

i've also kept promising that i'd stop being depressed, only to repeat the cycle until I act on that promise. the shit i've gone through had risen for me over the limit. I used to be a good person.

the damage I've done to people, especially my friend who I've wronged, is already done.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 6d

I needed a good cry last night after ruthlessly cutting my friend off in retaliation.

the last few messages we sent each other reminded me that I wasn't a very good friend to people in general.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

one last thing, what I also said going "i only make my own ideas" is a closed-minded statement, implying that I don't want people suggesting me or sending me inspirations I would be greatly interested it.

this is an example of egotism. i've displayed that many times to people i've wronged.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

I don't want people liking this thread. I have to let it all out before this gets worse for the both of us.

i fucked up. [11/11]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

the communication break was to make me rethink my decisions to be a rude ass to them. I made it much worse in front of them. I am a backstabber.

I turned myself into a much worse person than I thought. I failed my friends. [10/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

as of right now, it is highly unlikely I would recover from what i've done. I have brought all of my problems on myself. I probably won't even have a good birthday.

this recent fuck-up is the biggest mistake of my life. I had no other choice but to move forward. this is all my fault. [9/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

in the end, I was a legit douchebag to my friend. I vented about it to one of their friends. a while after I cut them off, I was on the verge of breaking down, thinking about the great times I've had with them until my biggest fuck-up.

there is no point of excusing myself any further. [8/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

I misinterpreted their words and said that I don't take suggestions and said "i only make my own ideas", however the person is actually planning to make a special gift that would later then be scrapped after my unfair betrayal.

my blaming it on my "pissy mood" is the final straw. [7/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

I had left a bunch of the server I was active in other than my own and blacked out the socials i'm most active in due to how I present myself in front of a friend I was rude to over wanting to fulfill their dreams. [6/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

but the final nail in the coffin was when i blamed my bad actions on "my pissy mood", which burned their own trust in me.

honestly, I have fucked up many times in the past, and I have since moved on from them after reconciliation, but this will be the hardest one to hurdle. [5/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

2025 is a shit year, event-wise, but the way I present myself hurt so many of my friends, including the one I fucked over. the worst part is that the former friend in question cited me as the sole person who made their sona and had helped me through the darkest times of my life. [4/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

I had also taken issue with people thinking I am rude or mean to people, showing that I was in denial of being a mean prick to my friends I've wronged.

I originally cut them off to stand up for myself, only for me to be a harsh, untrustworthy ass to a friend I betrayed. [3/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

said person paused communications to make me rethink what i've done to them. I was so impatient thinking they "ghosted" me, when the above-mentioned reason explains why.

I cut them off because of that. I was legit angry at first, but the re-evalution of myself made me not want to do it at all [2/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 7d

legimately fucking devastated rn. i unceremoniously cut off a friend who I lashed out at for wanting to make something special for me. even blamed it on my "pissy mood" for my fuck-up.

I've hurt many of my friends, and this recent fuck-up of mine is the straw that broke the camel's back. [1/?]

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 10d

The WebP / Avif image converter extension saves me from converting to PNG/JPEG using Paint or PDN. Does the job well.
I recommend the extension to those who hate WebP as much as I do. Fuck that file extension.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 10d

i don't care if you do this for fun, I'm not jumping on the "post something or have an awful [month]" bandwagon.

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Travis Bickerstaff @bickpixx.bsky.social · 20d

For those who need to hear it, never apologize for gushing about your hyperfixations and any comfort characters. All it matters is that they make you happy.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 20d

For me, though, i'm a:
- graphic designer
- furry artist
- colour palette creator
- VFX artist
- electronic music enjoyer
- video editor
- branding enthusiast
- magazine and print ad enthusiast
- animation enthusiast
- aesthetic enjoyer
- retro game fan
- effect tinkerer
- retro UK ad enjoyer

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 21d

Just recently cleared up a few posts that rely on my open defeatism and constant venting, during the time where I struggled to move on from past dramas until I found an effective solution.

I was in a dark place mentally at the time, a me that wasn't truly my own self. I am seeing the light.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 27d

A doodle of Wodi Wolvo dated right back to the end of January 2025 that I hadn't shown until now.

It was too good not to post.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 28d

I already reconciled with soundphase, but yes, this thread is directed towards you.

I have been doing very well.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 28d

I also don't like this notion of "amateur drawings not made with MS Paint are automatically MS Paint", even if the drawing is at least competant and have solid shading.

They at least tried drawing.

Regardless, MS Paint is very limited, but I feel the hatred can be overblown at times.

wdn4 @wodienfor.bsky.social · 28d

People like Mjeddy and jacobyel on the other hand do it amateurishly and constantly made art every day to fill up DA's server space, but there are some that can do much more with MS Paint despite the software's limits.

I don't like this whole "MS Paint Bad" agenda, but there are a few exceptions.