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Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Aug 31

Hah.

So, in time, we've been together all along.

How funny.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jul 21

Why try to kill yourself if you could just kill yourself by not trying.

Ah, now that I realised.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jul 21

I don't want to sleep.

Time is too precious so I wasted it on being awake and alive.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jul 14

More, one more time, just once.

Just one more, I promise, and I shall go.

More, just one more time, just once.

As I told myself so I could keep on living.

Just one more time.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jul 11

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Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jul 11

Why am I awake?
I should go to sleep.

Why am I alive?
I don't know.

Should I be alive?
I don't know.

I should go to sleep.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jul 7

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Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jun 25

So I just learned yesterday that the weird feeling I've sometimes been experiencing for a few years, and recently in every single day for the past two months, is called depersonalization and derealization.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jun 25

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Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jun 25

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Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jun 8

I can not escape.
I can never escape.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Jun 8

I lie down on a cold wooden floor, staring blankly at the white ceiling, then, a blue fish that I bought from a man in the market, weeks ago, is swimming through air into my view.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · May 9

It's because I'm alive, isn't it.

Xe @xeraphiliziar.bsky.social · Apr 20