Yaraka
@yrk0001.bsky.social
Bipolar 1 comorbid BPD;
On medication rotation so I'm off my rockers 24/7;
Doesn't know how to hold conversations anymore;
I liek anime uncs
On medication rotation so I'm off my rockers 24/7;
Doesn't know how to hold conversations anymore;
I liek anime uncs
Pinned
ngl once t9 shuts down tomorrow, my one anchor to not wanting to k*ll myself is gone so I'll probably be volatile and unstable for the next few months
November 26, 2025 at 6:15 AM
ngl once t9 shuts down tomorrow, my one anchor to not wanting to k*ll myself is gone so I'll probably be volatile and unstable for the next few months
My memory lapses kind of had gotten a little bit worse this year, like if I don't write it down, I won't remember the half the things I drew unless they're for work
November 24, 2025 at 2:47 PM
My memory lapses kind of had gotten a little bit worse this year, like if I don't write it down, I won't remember the half the things I drew unless they're for work
I don't remember attempting to render this either...
November 24, 2025 at 2:45 PM
I don't remember attempting to render this either...
I don't remember this futaba sketch at all but the file is apparently 8 years old
November 24, 2025 at 2:39 PM
I don't remember this futaba sketch at all but the file is apparently 8 years old
Mom asking me to do her assignments and offered money but I read through the requirements and it's 3000~4000 words research paper before 30th November... Mother.... I work 3 jobs and you're offering me just 1/6th of my salary for a mental load job in less than a week... no thanks...
November 23, 2025 at 1:30 AM
Mom asking me to do her assignments and offered money but I read through the requirements and it's 3000~4000 words research paper before 30th November... Mother.... I work 3 jobs and you're offering me just 1/6th of my salary for a mental load job in less than a week... no thanks...
I only draw a total of 3?4? Ei/Taku doodles on X but every time they get big numbers and then my scopophobia gets to me so I stopped posting ei/taku stuff on main
November 21, 2025 at 12:10 AM
I only draw a total of 3?4? Ei/Taku doodles on X but every time they get big numbers and then my scopophobia gets to me so I stopped posting ei/taku stuff on main
I remember back when DeSu1 got released most people thought Atsuro was too much of a yes man but to me the fact that he's TOO much of a yes man made it compelling to the teen me because I don't think a normal person with normal common sense would be like that
November 19, 2025 at 6:10 PM
I remember back when DeSu1 got released most people thought Atsuro was too much of a yes man but to me the fact that he's TOO much of a yes man made it compelling to the teen me because I don't think a normal person with normal common sense would be like that
Witness my Overclocked and Break Record brain rot
November 19, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Witness my Overclocked and Break Record brain rot
Interest on student loan is so painful aughhhhh I'm paying double than what was loaned to me...
November 19, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Interest on student loan is so painful aughhhhh I'm paying double than what was loaned to me...
Woke up at 5am because I have a stomach ache uuuuu
November 18, 2025 at 9:47 PM
Woke up at 5am because I have a stomach ache uuuuu
Jyuji who gave RB the "casanova" nickname because RB gets sickly chivalrous and easily distracted by eyecandy but does he ever notice how during in game stages RB will constantly call out to Jyuji like a worried spouse... (meanwhile Jyuji nags him LOL)
November 18, 2025 at 4:37 PM
Jyuji who gave RB the "casanova" nickname because RB gets sickly chivalrous and easily distracted by eyecandy but does he ever notice how during in game stages RB will constantly call out to Jyuji like a worried spouse... (meanwhile Jyuji nags him LOL)
RB who loves women and then there's Jyuji who just annoyed by women like not in a misogynistic way but more like he ignorantly finds them annoying because they're so fragile and he's scared of fragile things because it reminds him of his own suspended existenial dread ykwis
November 18, 2025 at 4:09 PM
RB who loves women and then there's Jyuji who just annoyed by women like not in a misogynistic way but more like he ignorantly finds them annoying because they're so fragile and he's scared of fragile things because it reminds him of his own suspended existenial dread ykwis
😔😔😔😔 I accidentally snapped the digitizer ribbon cable for my 3ds....
November 18, 2025 at 4:03 PM
😔😔😔😔 I accidentally snapped the digitizer ribbon cable for my 3ds....
My hypomania of the week decided that I need to read on hundreds of research papers
November 17, 2025 at 11:51 PM
My hypomania of the week decided that I need to read on hundreds of research papers
Ok venting session done... I can finally focus on work...
November 17, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Ok venting session done... I can finally focus on work...
I think I am the only Spike Hubie fan in existence right now because I can't find any fan art or fan fiction featuring him...
November 17, 2025 at 6:16 AM
I think I am the only Spike Hubie fan in existence right now because I can't find any fan art or fan fiction featuring him...
Mika's one year old brother
November 17, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Mika's one year old brother
I have one last vetting gig this week and then I'm free from the 7 days a week workload... Time to work on what was long overdue...
November 17, 2025 at 3:23 AM
I have one last vetting gig this week and then I'm free from the 7 days a week workload... Time to work on what was long overdue...
me: I want to die
also me: wait I have debts I need to pay it off 6 more years
also me: wait I have debts I need to pay it off 6 more years
November 17, 2025 at 2:12 AM
me: I want to die
also me: wait I have debts I need to pay it off 6 more years
also me: wait I have debts I need to pay it off 6 more years
🥺 I have 6 years and 1 month left to pay off all my student debt huhuhu I just have to work a bit harder...!
November 17, 2025 at 2:04 AM
🥺 I have 6 years and 1 month left to pay off all my student debt huhuhu I just have to work a bit harder...!
Haven't suffered from GERD in over 3 months I think my throat is recovering nicely because I tried to sing today and I don't sound like I'm dying anymore
November 16, 2025 at 1:33 PM
Haven't suffered from GERD in over 3 months I think my throat is recovering nicely because I tried to sing today and I don't sound like I'm dying anymore
Ik I'm overtaken by the kdkverse brainrot right now but I'm getting the feeling that I'm going to cycle back go my nightowverse brainrot once next month arrives... My gut feeling is telling me I will go back to being insane about gungrave soon...
November 15, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Ik I'm overtaken by the kdkverse brainrot right now but I'm getting the feeling that I'm going to cycle back go my nightowverse brainrot once next month arrives... My gut feeling is telling me I will go back to being insane about gungrave soon...
Thinking of splitting with my little sister and co-own a switch 2 together because I kind of want pokopia 😭😭😭😭😭
November 15, 2025 at 4:27 PM
Thinking of splitting with my little sister and co-own a switch 2 together because I kind of want pokopia 😭😭😭😭😭
The sculpture broke off because the cats knocked em down (missing knife) but I repainted it with better contrast
November 14, 2025 at 1:03 PM
The sculpture broke off because the cats knocked em down (missing knife) but I repainted it with better contrast
my neck hurts so much hhggghhhh
November 14, 2025 at 3:15 AM
my neck hurts so much hhggghhhh