(Edit) My truesona! It's me Misery!
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Here is a glimpse of my art commission prices! I will make an official post for commissions once they open! I would appreciate it if you could repost and share to support me as a small artist! Follow me here or on Instagram to stay updated!
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More lovely commissions for my friend @reddgreenbean on Instagram! Thank you so much for your commissions and support once again!
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Finished some art commissions for a friend on Instagram @reddgreenbean ! If you are also interested head to my Instagram and DM me!
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I have an old adopt from a few years ago that I had made! I'm currently selling other stuff on my insta as well to help with my pigeons vet bill! I'll be taking offers in the comments!

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Here's a slightly mini Beast!

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My baby Ghost!! Love them so much!
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My little fishy Kirin!🖤🤎🧡🤍
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Some art of my sona Ghost🩵
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Zacora 2024 final design!! Love how this turned out! I don't think I'll ever change her after this, she's just so pretty in my eyes.
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Beast 2024 Redesign and final!! I love my baby so much 😭
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Takin' a lil bit of a snooze 😴

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And I'm done.

Thankfully, it's been almost an entire year since the last time I was at an ER and a few months since I last SH. I found a few ways to cope and art is one, I've done a lot of personal art and felt like I had to do something with Zacora, so here is my mental illness in an art piece.

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I've been to the ER multiple times from being pushed over the edge or just not being able to keep it in anymore, then I do stupid shit I end up regretting and giving myself more of a reason to hate myself.

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I talk about this because mental illness is real, it's scary, and you NEVER know what is going on in someone's head or behind closed doors.

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These constant thoughts and memories trigger my fear and have me feeling like I'm locked up in a burning hot room tied up and pulled apart slowly, and the more that I think, it pulls more and more and more, until I rip open and spill.

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With how the world is now, it's horrifying to me to even think of stepping outside or opening messages cause God knows what will happen, especially to people like me.

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I'm scared I'll lose my family, my friends, or my life when talking about how I feel, having rejection sensitivity disorder is the worse feeling in the world and it just feels like everyone wants you away, gone, or dead.

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it's not fun anymore, it's tiring, yet I will always have that fear of being rejected. I've been going to therapy for almost 4 full years and finally opening up about how I feel is so relieving yet terrifying.

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I get scared of peoples opinions, their stares, and their actions, so I do what is best and I people please so I don't get the negative comments or looks. It's hard to even say I have my own personality when I noticed I take bits and pieces of everyone else's so I can adapt,

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It's draining, emotionally, mentally, and physically. It takes me what feels like years to do something I want or love when really I've been thinking for 20 minutes, and the main thing that stops me is my fear.

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”“And the voice of a thousand angels said to me,"it's temporary."”

I've been struggling with my mental health for years now and I haven't been completely honest about it.

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Reposting all my art here!! I hope you all enjoy! I'll still be posting on Instagram and every now and then on twitter, but this will be my main place where my art will be kept.💚