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Zaranick (vent acc)
@zaranick.bsky.social
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This Is More a venting account than an art account, im sorry

suicidal most of the time
🦑~ https://zaranick.straw.page/
🦑~#AshesmyCoffincomicHalloween2024 🌸
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Back 2 this account for venting myself and upload my shit why not, be suicidal since the pills are not working and overthink everytime i can, so sorry im back gays
shit be more toxic when i was getting better
January 7, 2026 at 2:19 AM
what a shitty week
December 27, 2025 at 12:24 PM
I dont feel like a human, infeel like a sex toy, a torso with tits and a hole for others to make fun of everytime It talks like a puppet, I dont feel respect from others, I dont feel human, i dont feel alive anymore, I dont even feel like having a genderfluid identity its not wirth it
December 19, 2025 at 8:13 AM
December 16, 2025 at 10:16 PM
i need that blond bitch killed
December 15, 2025 at 6:27 PM
im not ok
December 13, 2025 at 4:30 AM
lazy to even Ctrl+c Ctrl+v
December 12, 2025 at 3:31 AM
Reposted by Zaranick (vent acc)
//Some Eros cuz a comic and some songs give me the strength to draw him finally, literally it was just and edit with the song of "i want things to be beautiful" and some inspiration of white Diamond from SU
December 10, 2025 at 8:57 PM
I need Eros's anorexic ass beaten up
A comic finally giving me excuse to draw something
December 9, 2025 at 9:35 PM
thats it hyperfixations... line up for me...
December 8, 2025 at 3:37 AM
I need content of Glam i dont find shit, im dead, im dying rn, there is only shitty Span Dubs from 5 years ago im ending it all tonight
December 8, 2025 at 2:49 AM
no bad toughts..yayay!! just bullying in school but talking and seeing mutuals makes me feel better
December 6, 2025 at 4:35 AM
Reposted by Zaranick (vent acc)
Day 3!!

Plushia found a cute ugly sweater! It’s a little big, but sooooo comfy!!
#plushmasbyabe
December 3, 2025 at 5:27 PM
Nihil marshmallow
December 4, 2025 at 11:02 PM
This account is only still active because my psychologist says it's important to see what I write when I'm in crisis, even though I feel that the existence of this account ruins my friendship with the mutuals who follow me on it, as always im sorry
December 3, 2025 at 12:34 AM
Finally took a bath after 1 month I feel better to be honest
+ SS record
December 1, 2025 at 12:40 AM
It's been a month since I last showered, it feels awful, and I keep telling myself I'll do it tomorrow. I'm just scrolling on my phone all day, feeling even worse. I'm not even laughing at anything, man, I'm just rotting away in this bed
Where can I get the energy to shower?. Idk men there is even🪳
November 30, 2025 at 11:47 AM
Terzo and Primo baptizing loyal followers why not
November 27, 2025 at 10:51 AM
Guys, /ghosttwt doesn't love me anymore and never really did. Maybe I should draw porn and gore to get public approval and feel like an artist or someone alive, a loved one? Idfk
November 23, 2025 at 4:31 AM
Solo lloro en vez de ponerme a trabajar
November 23, 2025 at 4:14 AM
Tw:depressive thoughts + what it feels like to be a mostly Nihil artist lol
November 19, 2025 at 5:27 AM
Self portrait
November 10, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Reposted by Zaranick (vent acc)
New commission info sheet! Comissions are open!
November 5, 2025 at 5:19 AM
Vent:
Im becoming my dad again, AND its feeling sooo bad, I have been pushing myself to be a better person for my mother and now that I just had a fight with her she just said: "there Is the real you back, you never changed" I did for months!! I really did...I feel so fucking bad man,
November 6, 2025 at 3:19 AM
November 2, 2025 at 6:11 AM