The more I adult (barely) the more I wonder is this really how it’s done? Cos boy this shit needs a manual.

Yep. I have no idea, but I’m just along for the ride.

nlxikknih Wm this

I need to get back to trying to build stuff (for my future and for fun) but my worries are getting in the way. I sit down and just end up doomscrolling on app instead of doing anything. It’s pain.

Don’t know how I’m feeling these days, but I know it’s not good. Wish I could skip to the part when I’m not having to worry about life.

After three years on the list I am finally getting an adhd assessment this week. I’m happy and nervous

Update. Language learning is still going on which is good. The structured exercise is still happening, but personal exercise is lacking a bit. Dragon ruby is still unused =[

Kids are fascinating. My first born was reading by himself before long before he was three. We didn’t go out of our way to really teach him how. Yes I would finger read sometimes but other than that I don’t know what we did. Now we have a second with less time the pressure to replicate is high.

Got the limited time free dragon ruby toolkit. I hope I make use of it.

How is it that the shower nearly always triggers my motivation and focus mode? I need to find a way to bottle that feeling because it never lasts long enough.

Trying to start again on a new platform post twitter is difficult when you have responsibilities. Like I have a family and a job that’s a little more serious things are a lot different now

If you ever have three wishes,always wish for perfect health.

Also it’s great that it isnt blocked in china (yet). Having to use a vpn to access the app is a pain that made everything annoying.

I just need to find people to follow now.

For now I’m going to go back to basics and use it like I used twitter when I first joined. As a place to just throw up my mind.

I do kind of wanna use this platform to build a brand. I still have the unrealistic dream of being a freelancer one day. But the amount of effort and consistency needed to do that, I’m not sure if I have it.

So this means I am back to learning a language and exercising more frequently. I don’t know how long it will last for. But I’m happy to be doing something for now.

I have started again at trying to be productive. It seems like when things are going wrong elsewhere in life that’s when I decide to try get my shit together again.

Now that I finally got in, I need to decide what type of person I’m going to be on here.