i think i replied to everything on this site that i owed.

i hope my fixation in deltarune never dies honestly.

trying to keep a more positive outlook on things, i want to just make sure i'm having fun with at least my small friend group i do have on here and on discord. i have had very little energy in general but i feel it's worth it to keep trying since writing is a passion for me.

i'm sorry for my late night rambling. my mind is full of thoughts and nowhere to put them in the end.

sometimes i wonder if it's how i acted during a breakdown that made some people hate me, in which i'm sorry for how i acted, but also i probably wasn't in the right mindset. not that i can mend things now, but i do regret whatever i did more than likely.

following back from lesser active accounts incase i am active on them again or incase i flip them is funny bc i have an entirely different deck for them.

maybe energy drinks at midnight wasn't a great idea.

Occasionally I met people who did not seem to like me no matter what I said or did. It was not easy to turn away from them because they were the challenge: they challenged me to like myself even if they did not.

let me know if i fuck something up.

leave me alone.

I want to give up on everything, even if it once made me happy.

deleted all my posts here. not feeling comfortable.