i want to believe.
October 14, 2025 at 3:13 PM
i want to believe.
The voices are louder than the music. Why wouldn't it leave me alone?
September 21, 2025 at 6:50 PM
The voices are louder than the music. Why wouldn't it leave me alone?
Oh, I've gotten so close that it drifted away from me.
September 13, 2025 at 3:30 AM
Oh, I've gotten so close that it drifted away from me.
I thought I'd have a friend, but what I got? Not even a piece of mind or the soul, but the squish of a heart, keeping it tight and saying "I'm doing this for you."
July 17, 2025 at 11:41 AM
I thought I'd have a friend, but what I got? Not even a piece of mind or the soul, but the squish of a heart, keeping it tight and saying "I'm doing this for you."
I was forced to listen to my parents argue. Up to this day, loud noises still traumatise me.
July 17, 2025 at 11:39 AM
I was forced to listen to my parents argue. Up to this day, loud noises still traumatise me.
I don't know what to do anymore...
July 17, 2025 at 11:34 AM
I don't know what to do anymore...
It's just another day...
June 30, 2025 at 11:11 AM
It's just another day...
I was never good enough.
June 9, 2025 at 10:10 AM
I was never good enough.
I've always liked the sights of the sky, and now that it's raining and foggy. Maybe it's not so bad to like something new.
June 7, 2025 at 3:39 PM
I've always liked the sights of the sky, and now that it's raining and foggy. Maybe it's not so bad to like something new.
It's okay. I'm okay. You can keep drowning me all you want, but it wouldn't change how much I wanted your presence. I'd still want to be here... by your side.
June 6, 2025 at 5:56 AM
It's okay. I'm okay. You can keep drowning me all you want, but it wouldn't change how much I wanted your presence. I'd still want to be here... by your side.
Why is it coming back... Why is it coming back? Why is it coming back?! Why?! WHY?! WHY?!?! WHY WON'T YOU?!
...why won't you come back to me?
...why won't you come back to me?
June 5, 2025 at 6:39 PM
Why is it coming back... Why is it coming back? Why is it coming back?! Why?! WHY?! WHY?!?! WHY WON'T YOU?!
...why won't you come back to me?
...why won't you come back to me?
"You failed." I know, I did. I hate to say I'm not.
May 27, 2025 at 9:06 AM
"You failed." I know, I did. I hate to say I'm not.
I've always thought I was the bad guy. Little did I know about the poisonous flowers you have planted all over.
(It's not about the flower. Never about the flower.)
(It's not about the flower. Never about the flower.)
May 26, 2025 at 12:46 PM
I've always thought I was the bad guy. Little did I know about the poisonous flowers you have planted all over.
(It's not about the flower. Never about the flower.)
(It's not about the flower. Never about the flower.)
There exists a flower, so bright, so dark, buried within where the entrance calls out your name. A home is what you called it, the flower you waited to grow had grown into something beautiful and shifted it back again.
It turned out to be as beautiful as you.
It turned out to be as beautiful as you.
May 26, 2025 at 12:44 PM
There exists a flower, so bright, so dark, buried within where the entrance calls out your name. A home is what you called it, the flower you waited to grow had grown into something beautiful and shifted it back again.
It turned out to be as beautiful as you.
It turned out to be as beautiful as you.
I've always wondered what would it be like to live a life I didn't know. Now, I know. You showed it to me.
May 24, 2025 at 5:27 PM
I've always wondered what would it be like to live a life I didn't know. Now, I know. You showed it to me.
To be loved is to be seen, but I saw your soul shine before the features on your face.
May 21, 2025 at 7:01 PM
To be loved is to be seen, but I saw your soul shine before the features on your face.
How could I ever move on when all you did was leave scars on my soul? How could I ever stop and think... was time worth waiting when I knew the result?
I didn't love you for what you could do to me, all these responsibilities meant nothing when my soul craved for your existence.
I want you here.
I didn't love you for what you could do to me, all these responsibilities meant nothing when my soul craved for your existence.
I want you here.
May 21, 2025 at 4:11 PM
How could I ever move on when all you did was leave scars on my soul? How could I ever stop and think... was time worth waiting when I knew the result?
I didn't love you for what you could do to me, all these responsibilities meant nothing when my soul craved for your existence.
I want you here.
I didn't love you for what you could do to me, all these responsibilities meant nothing when my soul craved for your existence.
I want you here.
My ears hurt trying to silence the mind.
May 15, 2025 at 4:34 AM
My ears hurt trying to silence the mind.
And here I thought you would listen...
May 14, 2025 at 3:43 PM
And here I thought you would listen...
Maturing is realizing that I'm not the one you wanted to be with, just the one filling the gaps.
May 11, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Maturing is realizing that I'm not the one you wanted to be with, just the one filling the gaps.
I'll just kill myself, so you have nothing to worry about.
May 10, 2025 at 12:40 PM
I'll just kill myself, so you have nothing to worry about.
"How many times have I crossed your mind?" Once. You never left.
May 9, 2025 at 12:16 PM
"How many times have I crossed your mind?" Once. You never left.
Please... for once. I'm your child, too. Why can't i be happy?
May 7, 2025 at 8:24 PM
Please... for once. I'm your child, too. Why can't i be happy?
I listen to Misery Meat when I was a child so don't tell me to be normal.
March 29, 2025 at 7:26 AM
I listen to Misery Meat when I was a child so don't tell me to be normal.
They're mad at me again. Is being alone that overrated?
March 2, 2025 at 8:56 AM
They're mad at me again. Is being alone that overrated?