im told S05 of The Expanse gets better but i've totally lost interest midway in S04 mostly because S03 felt like a pretty good end but also just less than nothing happens. it feels like it actually regressed

continued insomnia even after dose

mild svh

love the added noise as if specifically to fuck with me

i'd have definitely fallen asleep by now

type of hatred where i dont even necessarily want vengeance or retribution i want to excise it from my mind and cut a hole through the fabric of reality to make the concept never have existed