Friends and family can't send you things and you no longer have any information on local events or things going on around you. When you would escape into being online to avoid being the "friend" left behind? Now there is nowhere to go either way.

The worst part is I don't know how to fix it.

model. I no longer do makeup on others. I no longer do makeup on myself. I no longer protest. Anything I used to do for myself, I no longer do, and I can't blame a least 90% of it on social media. The really shitty thing? NOT being on social media can easily make you feel like an outcast...

just doomscrolling each day. Hours are full of being sucked into drama, consumerism, and unfairly comparing lives.

Staying on social media has made any feelings of self-worth plummet more and more. I can't escape my tendencies of envy - seeing others achieve things I once dreamed of. I no longer...

DYING

It was so wonderful being able to experience the musical creations of Black Tapestry, Mrch, and Summore! It was the first time Rick and I slow-danced since our wedding in 2013 🥹 #goth #gothprom