Abhorrent Autistic
@abhorrentautistic.bsky.social
I'm here to vent about life after my late diagnosis of autism (and for the yaoi fanart of course) ✌️
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I'm so touch-starved that when the dental assistant was leaning on me during my dental implant surgery, I almost cried from feeling the warmth of another human being against me.
Being a 30-something high-masking, autisitic female with self-esteem issues has been/is ruining my life.
Being a 30-something high-masking, autisitic female with self-esteem issues has been/is ruining my life.
November 12, 2025 at 5:02 PM
I'm so touch-starved that when the dental assistant was leaning on me during my dental implant surgery, I almost cried from feeling the warmth of another human being against me.
Being a 30-something high-masking, autisitic female with self-esteem issues has been/is ruining my life.
Being a 30-something high-masking, autisitic female with self-esteem issues has been/is ruining my life.
Obsessed with the thought of dating someone, yet the second that becomes a reality, I get disgusted by the thought of sharing my life with someone.
I despise myself wholeheartedly.
I despise myself wholeheartedly.
October 4, 2025 at 4:55 PM
Obsessed with the thought of dating someone, yet the second that becomes a reality, I get disgusted by the thought of sharing my life with someone.
I despise myself wholeheartedly.
I despise myself wholeheartedly.
Does Subway put crack in their cookies? They're so frikken addictive.
September 28, 2025 at 2:11 PM
Does Subway put crack in their cookies? They're so frikken addictive.
...Finally confirmed that I've lost the will to live.
A guy fell down from a chair, in the most hilarious way, right in front of me, and I didn't even laugh.
Not even a trickle of amusement passed through me.
Just a year ago, I would have been choking on my laughter, smh.
A guy fell down from a chair, in the most hilarious way, right in front of me, and I didn't even laugh.
Not even a trickle of amusement passed through me.
Just a year ago, I would have been choking on my laughter, smh.
August 31, 2025 at 2:50 AM
...Finally confirmed that I've lost the will to live.
A guy fell down from a chair, in the most hilarious way, right in front of me, and I didn't even laugh.
Not even a trickle of amusement passed through me.
Just a year ago, I would have been choking on my laughter, smh.
A guy fell down from a chair, in the most hilarious way, right in front of me, and I didn't even laugh.
Not even a trickle of amusement passed through me.
Just a year ago, I would have been choking on my laughter, smh.
When I wake up,
I can't even stay up.
When I go to sleep,
I can't even fall asleep.
I can't even stay up.
When I go to sleep,
I can't even fall asleep.
July 11, 2025 at 1:03 AM
When I wake up,
I can't even stay up.
When I go to sleep,
I can't even fall asleep.
I can't even stay up.
When I go to sleep,
I can't even fall asleep.
I've been blessed by my first ten-pull today 😭🙏 #genshinimpact #kinich
May 27, 2025 at 3:36 PM
I've been blessed by my first ten-pull today 😭🙏 #genshinimpact #kinich
Can I just be fucking normal for once?
May 19, 2025 at 10:36 AM
Can I just be fucking normal for once?
Being autistic means you're always the outsider looking in. After over three decades of this, I've decided to embrace the awkward, bizarre, off-putting person that I am.
April 20, 2025 at 7:43 AM
Being autistic means you're always the outsider looking in. After over three decades of this, I've decided to embrace the awkward, bizarre, off-putting person that I am.