Pan de Regla
@abognialbedo.bsky.social
Brainrotting xiaoven and hilatus
And I'm sorry, if I had given you bitter ones due to my words and actions...but please believe me when I say I regret those things everyday, it's been haunting me. And this guilt would be with me in my grave.
So I have decided to just sever all ties. I genuinely appreciate everyone who had been kind to me, and the memories we have shared...unfortunately, due to circumstances in life, I will only be but a memory.
To any of my friends reading this.
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
February 13, 2026 at 8:24 PM
And I'm sorry, if I had given you bitter ones due to my words and actions...but please believe me when I say I regret those things everyday, it's been haunting me. And this guilt would be with me in my grave.
So I have decided to just sever all ties. I genuinely appreciate everyone who had been kind to me, and the memories we have shared...unfortunately, due to circumstances in life, I will only be but a memory.
To any of my friends reading this.
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
February 13, 2026 at 8:22 PM
So I have decided to just sever all ties. I genuinely appreciate everyone who had been kind to me, and the memories we have shared...unfortunately, due to circumstances in life, I will only be but a memory.
To any of my friends reading this.
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
February 13, 2026 at 8:20 PM
To any of my friends reading this.
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
If I'm not back in 3 days, I won't be back at all. I've done my absolute best and even tried therapy. I just couldn't be strong enough to combat myself...
It's too much please some one help me
February 11, 2026 at 5:44 PM
It's too much please some one help me
Welp. He's definitely gonna break up with me tomorrow. Therapy is too expensive for me...
February 10, 2026 at 3:33 PM
Welp. He's definitely gonna break up with me tomorrow. Therapy is too expensive for me...
Oh I got ny period...hehehe everything is fine
December 31, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Oh I got ny period...hehehe everything is fine
I'm so tired of comforting myself. so tired of waiting for rescue. Now I know for certain no once is coming for me. Everything was just an illusion for me to stay alive and continue to suffer. If this is karma for my past actions then fine. You all win. I'm ending myself
December 30, 2025 at 4:29 PM
I'm so tired of comforting myself. so tired of waiting for rescue. Now I know for certain no once is coming for me. Everything was just an illusion for me to stay alive and continue to suffer. If this is karma for my past actions then fine. You all win. I'm ending myself
Every holiday now is marked with bitter memories. From new year's until Christmas. All of it. And it would just be an endless cycle and the only plausible way of breaking it is killing myself
December 30, 2025 at 4:22 PM
Every holiday now is marked with bitter memories. From new year's until Christmas. All of it. And it would just be an endless cycle and the only plausible way of breaking it is killing myself
All the patterns I've seen bedore come crashing back oh god i don't want to hope again. I don't want to be hurt again
December 30, 2025 at 4:12 PM
All the patterns I've seen bedore come crashing back oh god i don't want to hope again. I don't want to be hurt again
It's just disappointment after disappointment
December 30, 2025 at 4:11 PM
It's just disappointment after disappointment
It won't be too long before i break a promise and relapse again. My will is breaking honestly, i don't know how much mental damage i can take
December 30, 2025 at 4:10 PM
It won't be too long before i break a promise and relapse again. My will is breaking honestly, i don't know how much mental damage i can take
I'm running out if motivation to stay alive. Almost every night i cry my heart put because of the pain. I'm to scared opening up to people again. In the end all of you are just strangers in discord.
December 30, 2025 at 4:09 PM
I'm running out if motivation to stay alive. Almost every night i cry my heart put because of the pain. I'm to scared opening up to people again. In the end all of you are just strangers in discord.
It's so hard not to think people will stab you the moment you let your guard down. Shit went down in 2025 and it really left me questioning my worth
December 30, 2025 at 4:08 PM
It's so hard not to think people will stab you the moment you let your guard down. Shit went down in 2025 and it really left me questioning my worth
I cut my hair and got ignored for 4 hours like ok sir
December 30, 2025 at 4:06 PM
I cut my hair and got ignored for 4 hours like ok sir
Third night I've been crying...I'm quitting my job and ending my life honestly
December 13, 2025 at 4:45 PM
Third night I've been crying...I'm quitting my job and ending my life honestly
I slowly poisoned myself with the meds I'm taking.
I was not intentional at first...
I was not intentional at first...
December 11, 2025 at 6:49 PM
I slowly poisoned myself with the meds I'm taking.
I was not intentional at first...
I was not intentional at first...
And baby I'll kiss you good night. Goodbye, I'm letting my demons win tonight
September 4, 2025 at 3:01 PM
And baby I'll kiss you good night. Goodbye, I'm letting my demons win tonight
I hope the best for everyone
September 1, 2025 at 4:32 PM
I hope the best for everyone
Not xvn or bardlatus related but my boyfriend is such a damn green flag I want to shoot myself out of happiness djsjsjs Olav I fucking love you so much
July 28, 2025 at 6:54 PM
Not xvn or bardlatus related but my boyfriend is such a damn green flag I want to shoot myself out of happiness djsjsjs Olav I fucking love you so much
ah...what a lovely night to take my final bow
July 22, 2025 at 3:38 PM
ah...what a lovely night to take my final bow
Reposted by Pan de Regla
My first #xiaoven art, i have so much more and we gonna see it ALL☝️
#art #kingmochiart #illustrationart #digitalillustration #xiaoxventi #digitaldraw #digitalart
#art #kingmochiart #illustrationart #digitalillustration #xiaoxventi #digitaldraw #digitalart
June 9, 2025 at 1:36 AM
My first #xiaoven art, i have so much more and we gonna see it ALL☝️
#art #kingmochiart #illustrationart #digitalillustration #xiaoxventi #digitaldraw #digitalart
#art #kingmochiart #illustrationart #digitalillustration #xiaoxventi #digitaldraw #digitalart
Always having my love turned against me. This is so tiring, I know I promised not to do anything, but everything I've read at this point made me relapse again. I hate breaking promises, but I literally have no one to turn to now. My tears no longer gets shed but the pain is unbearable
June 10, 2025 at 11:38 AM
Always having my love turned against me. This is so tiring, I know I promised not to do anything, but everything I've read at this point made me relapse again. I hate breaking promises, but I literally have no one to turn to now. My tears no longer gets shed but the pain is unbearable
And here I sit craving for the sensation of the silver moon dancing with the crimson rivers. Open the chasms, release the chaos I've buried deep within.
For the greater the love, the greater the hate.
For the greater the love, the greater the hate.
May 18, 2025 at 7:17 PM
And here I sit craving for the sensation of the silver moon dancing with the crimson rivers. Open the chasms, release the chaos I've buried deep within.
For the greater the love, the greater the hate.
For the greater the love, the greater the hate.