Shits being going so good lately I forgot about this whole account,, W life fr 😭😭❤️

I know he doesn’t actually hate me but sometimes it really feels like I’m speaking to a brick wall with my bf - when he gets the idea in his head that he’s correct, he just cannot see anything from my pov 😭😭

I’m so young and somehow I already feel like I’ve wasted my whole life.. but then again I could genuinely die tomorrow and I would have wasted my whole life studying and watching stupid videos… I want to escape this feelingggg I have a good life but I want freedommm I wish I had money to travel 😞😞😞

I’m genuinely so scared that my bf hatesss me rn we keep getting into petty arguments and I don’t want to be the bigger person rn because I always have to be the one to say sorry and move on when he’s been a dick 😭😭 I still love him tho obviously 🩷📝 (pls don’t leave me bae I can’t do this alone)

I miss who my sister used to be

It feels nice to rant about stupid shit

I’m genuinely so chill I do not deserve all this drama that surrounds my life 💔💔

Why do I hate myself?
Does my bf secretly hate me?
Am I going to make it to age 30?
Am I ever going to find a j*b after university?
And bro are there actually aliens out there??? (if so take me now).
These are the real questions.

I love my life and I’m so grateful for everything I have… (99% of the time) but it fucking sucks being alive sometimes Jesus. I just wanna be happy with what I have and Idk why I feel this way sometimes, like, I rarely have anything to complain about and I still feel soooo lonely and emptyy? Anyways