🪼 Abyssal Thoughts💧
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abyssalthoughts.bsky.social
🪼 Abyssal Thoughts💧
@abyssalthoughts.bsky.social
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This is a vent account. I just want to express myself. Call it cringe if you want. I just need a place to let it out.

TW FOR VENT, GORE ART, MENTIONS OF ABUSE/SH/SA. BLOCK IF YOU’RE UNCOMFORTABLE.
I don’t wanna be pessimist but I truly think I’d rather kill myself than being there
May 18, 2025 at 11:49 AM
This world is fucked up
April 21, 2025 at 10:25 AM
I want to kill myself.
March 21, 2025 at 10:54 AM
I’m just not made for this world, and that’s okay. I’ve realized it. It’s bad. It’s sad. But I’m just not made for it.
March 21, 2025 at 10:53 AM
It’s not worth it. All of this. It’s not worth the fight.
March 21, 2025 at 10:52 AM
Living isn’t worth it
March 21, 2025 at 10:52 AM
I’m sorry Sprout for making you go through all of this. You deserve so, so much better. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
March 21, 2025 at 10:48 AM
I’m talking a lot. I don’t wanna talk anymore. I don’t want to be someone. I don’t want to exist
March 21, 2025 at 10:47 AM
I wish I could be happy. I wish I could be silly all the time. Dissociating from negative events is nice, but it catches up to you eventually. Just like now.
March 21, 2025 at 10:47 AM
I just wanna stop everything. A break from my life. Without the constant stress of being watched, of being followed.
March 21, 2025 at 10:46 AM
Maybe they’ll send me to the psych ward. I hope not. If they do, I don’t care, I’ll run away and be homeless. I’d rather die out of the cold than be in a hospital once again.
March 21, 2025 at 10:45 AM
Maybe they’ll take my phone. I don’t care. I mean, I do care. But I don’t wanna give it to them. Let me just rot.
March 21, 2025 at 10:44 AM
That’s what I’m gonna do. Rot in my bed. I won’t get up. Fuck meetings. Fuck all of it. I’m tired. I’m so tired
March 21, 2025 at 10:43 AM