Aemelia ✨
@aemelia.bsky.social
♥ College Student ♥ Game Master ♥ Sapphic Transfem ♥
Studying for my Social Work Degree
I don’t engage people who make hating me their whole personality ❤️ (She/Her)
Donate to help me get GRS: ko-fi.com/aemelia
Partner 🔞: eveninglarkshroud.bsky.social
Studying for my Social Work Degree
I don’t engage people who make hating me their whole personality ❤️ (She/Her)
Donate to help me get GRS: ko-fi.com/aemelia
Partner 🔞: eveninglarkshroud.bsky.social
But I believe in my heart that this is the path I was always meant to walk. Im making the most of it. My struggle is my own, and its made me a stronger, better person then I was a decade ago. I am Aemelia, and Ive always been Aemelia.. even when I was too blind and shameful to admit it. ✨️ 🏳️⚧️
November 10, 2025 at 10:55 PM
But I believe in my heart that this is the path I was always meant to walk. Im making the most of it. My struggle is my own, and its made me a stronger, better person then I was a decade ago. I am Aemelia, and Ive always been Aemelia.. even when I was too blind and shameful to admit it. ✨️ 🏳️⚧️
But the other problem there is that then I wouldnt be me. It took me a decade of struggling with my sense of self worth and shame to overcome my gender dysphoria.. its still hard, especially now that Im hyper aware of what the community faces.
November 10, 2025 at 10:55 PM
But the other problem there is that then I wouldnt be me. It took me a decade of struggling with my sense of self worth and shame to overcome my gender dysphoria.. its still hard, especially now that Im hyper aware of what the community faces.
One thing about college thats surprised me so far is how easy it was for me to pick back up writing. I can write a 2000+ word paper in only a few hours, and be confident no editing required that it will get at least a B. If I would applied myself back then.. maybe there really was a shot.
November 10, 2025 at 10:55 PM
One thing about college thats surprised me so far is how easy it was for me to pick back up writing. I can write a 2000+ word paper in only a few hours, and be confident no editing required that it will get at least a B. If I would applied myself back then.. maybe there really was a shot.
The only problem was that I lacked the ambition to really pursue it. I dropped out of college, I *knew* pursuing a fine arts degree would be pointless. I saw so many of the flaws in my work. And I was too gender dysphoric to really care to improve myself. It led to me rotting away in retail work.
November 10, 2025 at 10:55 PM
The only problem was that I lacked the ambition to really pursue it. I dropped out of college, I *knew* pursuing a fine arts degree would be pointless. I saw so many of the flaws in my work. And I was too gender dysphoric to really care to improve myself. It led to me rotting away in retail work.
Now its stuck in my head too lmao
November 4, 2025 at 7:23 PM
Now its stuck in my head too lmao
Totally worth it, I forget mine were ever not pierced and I only had it done like 6 months ago.
October 26, 2025 at 6:01 AM
Totally worth it, I forget mine were ever not pierced and I only had it done like 6 months ago.
Thats fairly true for me. I dont notice any tangible change day to day no matter where my levels "should be".
October 26, 2025 at 1:48 AM
Thats fairly true for me. I dont notice any tangible change day to day no matter where my levels "should be".
Im doing 4mg every 5 days of EV rn.
October 25, 2025 at 11:35 PM
Im doing 4mg every 5 days of EV rn.
Like, some stretches between shots I feel like its working, and then others I wonder if its not. Its probably in my head, but my provider doesnt want to me to get my next blood test until January.
October 25, 2025 at 11:32 PM
Like, some stretches between shots I feel like its working, and then others I wonder if its not. Its probably in my head, but my provider doesnt want to me to get my next blood test until January.
I've been following it, but Im having a hard time figuring out if the injections are actually working. Ive felt like its been hit or miss compared to sublingual for me.
October 25, 2025 at 10:55 PM
I've been following it, but Im having a hard time figuring out if the injections are actually working. Ive felt like its been hit or miss compared to sublingual for me.
If that isn't the truth I don't know what it. Hang in there though! ~
October 13, 2025 at 3:50 PM
If that isn't the truth I don't know what it. Hang in there though! ~
The problem is that the people who believe that Portland is a warzone also believed that Mexico would pay for the wall, and that immigrants were eating pets. 30% of the country are completely deluded and I don't know how we recover from it.
October 10, 2025 at 4:55 PM
The problem is that the people who believe that Portland is a warzone also believed that Mexico would pay for the wall, and that immigrants were eating pets. 30% of the country are completely deluded and I don't know how we recover from it.