the sparkly red gel does kinda fuck though let's be fully honest here. like I am still very much A Dude That WaPo Interviewed For An Article About Masculine Nail Polish One Time and I am out here making it look good as usual and it is also I think making me look good

I think it's because my writer's bump is on that finger and it warped my cuticle and nail bed so it just grows a little deformed now, there's a gap between the cuticle and the nail. sticks up but doesn't hurt. but it is not something you can trim! that's live skin! please don't. really

the very angry expression is me when I'm just fighting ropers—sorry, Legally Distinct Things Called 'Reapers' and they cast Summon Swarm like 5× and now I've got to kill 20 clouds of really big bees but nobody can hit them so it takes ten minutes

then I run into more reapers and it happens again!!

thank you! I'm really proud of them

I want to draw a wonky left handed pngtuber lol

currently I'm just going through Ultima VI with some buddies though and it's very chill and very funny and I'm like, ah okay this is why people do this. and I didn't notice (I don't have all my alerts set up) but I even got raided by almost 50 viewers so that was very cool

I kinda stopped bc raiding in FFXIV was making shit so stressful that it was like...nah I cannot be doing this when people keep forgetting we're live and getting very loudly upset. it was not fun to stream and I'm sure it was awkward to view

it's basically just impossible unless you wanna commit to getting a hotel room and even then, kinda ass...like WHY are y'all not having the occasional weekend midafternoon old people party. surely people would attend!

I've at least figured out a solution and it's working (wash fingers more, suck air through cast with a vacuum to keep it dry) but I think they wrapped it a little too tight and my thumb keeps going a little numb :/ I did tell the ortho but bleh

that tracks yeah

so at least that part is cool. but damn if I don't have the stamina or fine motor practice to draw with that hand. :( I could develop it with time but I'm art-blocked to fuck so that's not real likely right now

I am also going to need that 🥺 and maybe also to invent an EEG controller because I can't play almost anything right now unless it's very slow and turn-based

thank you ; ; I gotta get un-cursed somehow, this is getting so silly

it's! starting to be A Lot! I mean I'll make it work and hey I have a cool cast but come onnnnn I am just lucky to be ambidextrous 😓

but I really really just need to know when my manual dexterity is gonna come back from the war because this is getting so stupid!!

I'm just glad it wasn't worse bc he hit my partner too but they are fully unharmed. I actually dodged backwards but tripped and landed on my palm. instant scaphoid fracture. not a hit-and-run at least. but fuck's sake man the traffic is so dangerous here lately. City Hall is gonna hear from me soon.