There must be music here: Final Ascent - Whitesand

In order to live indefinitely, you must have psychologists on a cosmic scale and pills of the same level, because over the years, the accumulated experience, grievances, fears are pressed so that you don’t really want to live now, what millennia are there.. But u can simply become callous & distant.

I am insignificant and my feelings are same and unfair, dishonest, wrong...
I understand this. And it doesn't seem to hurt as much as the first time.

My gallery is called "Department of Cute" and this is the biggest sarcasm in my life. I can create this feeling. It's a little nice for the viewer. He smiles a little.
A priori, I'm incapable of anything else.

It’s an incredibly painful feeling when a your friend says, “Your style is not one of those that I like. Yes, you draw beautifully, but it’s not mine.”
And so you understand that no matter what you draw for him, he won’t really like it. He'll say it's "cute" and thank you. Pain and uselessness...

If anyone had told me 10 years ago that I would be drawing a live snake-train that hunts a coyote in the desert, I would have thought that they were laughing at me...

#furryart #Livingmachine #technomorph

I perceive everything as moralizing.. I don't like it when someone tries to change my words, my reactions, my thoughts towards something or someone.

I`m taught to “speak correctly” as if I were a chatGPT.
I don`t like it. But it seems this is the only road to survival. And I'm very sad about this.

Sleep is a place where you sometimes get more tired than in reality.

Comic "Language Barrier"
These are 6 separate comics, although they can be combined in different sequences. If the brain tries to line up events, this is the vision of the beholder.

Some reflection of my life.
I have to be right for everyone.

So, I can give everyone nightmares with my photos, right?

#fursuitfriday #furry

Я борюсь с лентой всеизвестной соц.сети, пытаясь хоть как то заставить ее показывать то, что я хочу, а не то, что мне хотят подсунуть. Кажется, что битва неравная.

Я не хочу видеть всю эту деградацию.
Я не хочу видеть тупеющих людей вокруг себя.
Я не хочу видеть эти ваши "сторис и тиктоки".

The perfect place to scream.