We are having Sunday football hangout and mom is there hanging out with my sister and the lack of interaction is deafening and it just makes me want to k*ll myself. I’m gonna be okay I’ve dealt with ideation all my life but I’m struggling right now

I feel tired and broken and hopeless. I’m trying to look at the glass being half full but it feels half full of acid.

I finished a new piece that I worked really hard on and I’m proud of so I decided that bows the time to stop hiding away and to make some little steps