but I feel like the only way to make any art/creator friends is to "prove" myself by having a shop and/or doing events/artist alleys. ugh. maybe I just dont bother with friends anymore either. I hate not knowing what to do and not getting any direction. too tired to put in effort for anything now...

no one has expressed interest in my art. I could try local artist alleys and events. but i've been looking into those and all the advice posts I see says to have a helper with you for setup/cleanup and so you can take breaks. i'm disabled so having no help would be miserable.

but I hope everyone is doing well or hope it gets better soon if not. keep going, I believe in you!

I just wrote a summary for am original story my brain concocted in the shower and, while i'll probably never actually write it, if I did, i'd turn it into a fanfic somehow

I laughed so hard when I accidentally zoomed into his head and noticed the hat 🤣

oh theyre also ending the photography plan in january unless you stay subscribed and get locked in. theyre trying to trap us into their raised price plan. it's the cheapest plan that isnt even a choice on the main plan page. I had to dig to find it originally. adobe is a scam.

link to download both versions of the zine for free: