I hope you all have a fantastic day, stay hydrated, eat sleep and get plenty of rest
If you can’t get rest, enjoy what moments of peace you have when you have them!
I’m rooting for you

Consumed by my fallen passions
Triggered by my past
Bothered by my present
Scared by my future

I don’t want to try, I really don’t, but I have to

Maybe one day I’ll find it in myself everyone
That’s the goal! That’s the goal

Be the change you want to see in the world, that’s what I live by

I don’t want to try but I have to
If not for myself then at least for others

Would you blame me if I failed?
I’m not trying to die, I’m not going to harm myself right now either, but I am having a breakdown

I just want to vent

I just want to feel something again

Sometimes I can’t feel anything

Every day I wake up I just feel hopeless, empty, broken

I have professional help and it’s not fucking saving me
The economy is going to shit, my insecurities about my transition are eating me alive

When does this hell ever end? When will it all just be a bad nightmare

I’m hurting, I’m sorry

I’m just off to the side and even when I’m at the center, I just want to run away and cry
I don’t give a fuck anymore
I fucking hate everything

The worlds so beautiful but I no longer have a place

I’m trying to find it okay? I am
I’m trying to
And I’m failing at it

I started drinking and thought hey maybe it’ll be nice to try and mix things but then everything started tasting the same

I just feel like everything I do is just robotic now
I am suffering, I am full of envy or fear

I have no place to call home anymore

What am I developing my game for anymore? What am I doing online anymore?
Situations arise where I can pursue new futures or find someone to stick to, but my heart still aches and my mood gets worse.

I am spiraling into insanity, I can’t handle a lot of things anymore.

I don’t know why I push through all of this when in my soul it all feels empty

I don’t feel safe anywhere, and I feel dread every waking moment.

I made mistakes, I lost things, and I feel like a terrible person for just existing at all.

Another conflict took away what I loved in streaming, I haven’t felt happy about anything I’m doing anymore, I feel like a failure.

This isn’t a note to declare that I’m going to harm myself, but I just want to vent somewhere that isn’t my main Twitter because I don’t want to be vulnerable there

I make the difference in everyone’s lives, but I lack any sense of belonging once things fell apart for both SMC and my relationship life

I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what I’m feeling anymore.

I have a therapist but I don’t have passion anymore.

Here’s one for you

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was it the tablet itself and is it still under warranty?