I’m still not 100% on how I feel about these designs but theyre definitely a huuge work in progress (ive put them on the backburner for too long ;___; )

Anyways! Thanks for reading my yap and if you can relate to how I feel and are even going through this rn, just know I am your biggest cheerleader (and also bodyguard. Who’s hurting you? I’ll beat the shit out of them right now!! 🤺)
Keep creating you lovely ppl!! 💕💋

Im not anywhere I wanna be in terms of skill in art or writing nor am I even anyone for me to be already wanting to reach so high, but I feel like I owe it to myself for living in chaos for so long. ;___;

I wanna show off my story + ocs to help me forgive myself for all the lost time

I’m still veerrryy anxious when it comes to posting but I’m learning to be confident and not back down when it comes to my craft. I want to properly love my characters and I’d like for everyone to love them too. One day (hopefully soon) I’ll make a proper comic + artbook and even some animations!!

A lot if not all my ocs were born bc I just wanted to be queer in peace. I stopped drawing and writing abt them for long periods in between turning 12 and now. I had very destructive tendencies bc I was genuinely soooo unhappy, looking back at it my heart breaks each time lmao. I’m sorry little me

My mom and my aunts and uncles weren’t too open minded. Art has always been a place where I could escape and explore my identity + feel comfortable in my queerness and that also scared me. (I used to feel hella guilty drawing Nayeli and Takeru to the point where I’d cry, rip all that lost art…)

It was hard having unmedicated adhd/undiagnosed autism (throw agoraphobia burnout and anxiety in there too) a mom who threw out my art, computers + laptops being broken, no internet bc we couldn’t afford it, toxic partners. I even had to start working at 15 to be able to eat so it was rip art

My material conditions have improved and those used to be big factors as to why I couldn’t create as I wanted but theres still lingering feelings from my youth on how my art is perceived + not feeling good enough + overthinking every single thing I do. Basically insecurities and trauma lol.

one day ill finish that one drawing™️ (sobs) this explains the magic + science of my universe better. sigh. but know that theres consequences and these mfs arent all powerful. thx for reading my yap if u did I smooch u (SHUT UP LOSER the crowd screams. I die.)

Another ex: 🧊 Sujan-> ice powers-> too much can freeze his body up leaving him non-operational-> goes into shutdown mode, may damage his internal parts (has already risked it a few times, perks of being a robot ig)

yap inbound that has very little to do with the boots:

Paragons have elemental powers but theres a drawback for each one womp womp

ex: ⚡️Thalia-> lightning powers-> too much lightning usage can fry her body->her limbs when it gets to that point (genius already lost one)

I heavily referenced one of her drawings but its not on bsky—its this one!!

x.com/yamiipon/sta...

yamio is my favorite artist and she was really popular back when I frequented the internet and she influenced my work heavily. I still think abt her a lot.
hope shes doing ok! 🩵