The shorter shakes his head, clearing his unwanted thoughts.

With a final look of pure agony at Katsuki, Izuku Midoryia does the one thing neither of them ever thought he’d do.

𝙃𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙡𝙠𝙨 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙮.

Izuku’s voice is now pure venom as he jabs a finger towards Katsuki, “AND THATS ON YOU!”

The freckle faced teen’s lips are parted as he pants heavily. Finally he pulls his arms close to his chest again, a tic he grew as a way to comfort himself…

“And one day you’re gonna feel this hit you all at once.”

The shorter throws his hands in the air as another almost manic laugh leaves his lips, “But by then I won’t be angry anymore. 𝙄’𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚.”

“You didn’t lose me because I stopped caring… god I never will… and I hate myself for it.” He closes his eyes tight hugging himself as he pauses for a moment, “You lost me because I’ve finally gotten tired of loving someone who keeps 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙢𝙚 𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧.”

He gives a shaky smile like he’s won something

He lets out an exasperated laugh through the tears, fuck he was crying? He promised himself he wouldn’t, still he snaps his head back Katsuki and practically snarls, “But you couldn’t fight your own 𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩 for me.”

Katsuki opens his mouth to speak but Izuku pushes on continuing to pace,

God how Izuku hated that… “You just didn’t care.”

Now Izuku was pacing, his trembling hands raking through unkept dark viridian curls, “What really breaks me is that I would I fight all of 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙡 for you.”

God he almost hated himself for it, instead Izuku grips his own arm; holding himself back.

“Don’t sit there acting confused Kacchan. I told you over and over when it hurt. You saw when I was breaking.” Izuku’s eyes burn emerald fire as Katsuki looks up at him.

Leaving Izuku in front of his own apartment.

The pro hero gripping tight onto the steering wheel as he sped through the streets of Musutafu.

𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘥．

The green haired man’s lips part to say something but Katsuki beats him to it. “Yeah. I guess I did.” He says, sniffling just a bit as his voice held the smallest crack before walking around to his car.

Izuku tries to stop him but Katsuki is already speeding off.

Katsuki clenched his jaw, god he hated the damn rain, the droplets dripping from his flaxen locks as he looks at Izuku with tear filled ruby eyes. The teacher’s eyes widen in shock seeing 𝘁𝗵𝗲 Dynamight in tears in front of him… 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣.

The thought stung because they weren’t. Katsuki 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 that, but did it really seem so ridiculous that…

“What did you think really? That we were never gonna move on? Did you really mean that we were gonna be chasing each other as heroes for the rest of our lives?”

He wish it were from that bastard villain… not from the one he loved more than anything. Not like this. His palms are clenched into tight fists, the rain suddenly a downpour.

Izuku’s voice is hesitant, “…I’m not trying to be a jerk…” he mumbles, “But we’re not kids anymore.”

“Ocha’s not stupid!” Izuku protests, his eyes blazing jade fire at the one he cared for so much, “It’s not my fault you don’t like girls!”

Katsuki stiffens, his eyes widen in shock and pain like he’d been struck all over again.

Who wouldn’t be.

I’m sorry!

HAHAA I AM BOTH. I mean what do you do man.

IM SOBBING THISNIS SO SAD poor izuku has to carry so much weight on him and his son reopening unheal wounds is just... </3

CRYING BECAUSE I HATED BUT ALSO LOVED WRITING THIS