Yeah, idk anymore

I know I'm the problem, I need to go out more, be more patient and express myself more but I just feel like every step forward is two steps backwards. Never like my efforts get rewarded in any way

I tried two other meet ups with a Muslim group and even though they've been nice and welcoming these positive experiences should couldn't weight down the anxiety so I also didn't go there either anymore

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Honestly, this is the main reason why I don't give yo therapy atm 💀 I don't even know what's wrong at this point

Maybe I'm also kinda afraid to know the reason because I already know that I'm a horrible friend and hearing it may make me lose it fr

I didn't look for artist this year to prevent this feeling because I knew i wouldn't be going ... 🫠

I still didn't get the spikes jewellery because I want to keep the healing time as short as possible but oh boi, just get better, will you?

I totally get that. If I was a mona main, I may have had bought the more expensive one but it's simply not worth it. I use the fixing spray in my daily routine tho so I'm considering buying the small package. The mirror is cute too...