⛓️‍💥 — We’re actually so fucking making out rn…..

⛓️‍💥 — Hey? Hello? Ummm, hey.

🫧 — i love you :( im sorry i promise ill heal for you if not for myself

🫧 — I WUV YOUUUUH

🫧 — that makes me feel secure but my feelings are never going to do that thanks bpd!!!!!!!! THANK YOU!!!!!!!

🫧 — what the fuck is even wrong with me. i feel fake even though i know all these feelings are real and valid and can exist on top of each other but it just makes me feel so guilty and like im a fucking indecisive whore who deserves death because god forbid i ever have an actual concrete feeling

🫧 — but i also hate his guts and wish for him to be fucking dead and to never text me again but i also am in love with lilli and want my whole life with her and i hate being this way. like why can’t i give up? why can’t i let go? why do i make shit decisions and bounce around on my feelings?

🫧 — /nbh

🫧 — you didn’t do anything wrong i promise :(((

🫧 — i don’t hate you i couldn’t ever hate you and id never see you as replaceable :( i promise you didn’t take anything t too far baby girl and i love you dearly