Long day yesterday, my oldest’s heart checked out okay. SLC down and back in one day took me out.

ICE raids hit across Los Angeles today—and locals are rising up. This is what resistance looks like. ✊🏾

This was about an hour ago…

I swear this year has aged me and it’s only June.
My next tattoo is gonna be lit, I know that.

My wonder son made this for me for Mother’s Day.
What my kids don’t realize is I need them as much as they need me.❤️

Sharing again, because the more eyes, the better. If you could share and maybe donate too, it would be so appreciated ❤️

My life is a series of let downs and disappointments. Why do I even bother?

So, I’m dealing with one of the worst case scenarios, do I be pessimistic and look at something else as a worse case scenario? Or do I just let it ride, get out of my head and stop?
Decisions, decisions.

Someone take this camera from me. 😂😂😂😂😂

(Don’t mind the discoloration around the skylight)
Look at my hair folks. Hasn’t seen scissors since ‘21, bleach since ‘22. Imagine it straight…

Think it’s almost time to give up 3x clothing…
Crazy what happens when you shed 215lbs of dead weight. You start shedding your own weight. 10% to milestone 2. (Don’t mind the bathroom, still some shit to organize and go through)

I keep hearing this and “You’re so strong.” I have to be. What does it show my children if give up? Nothing. What does it show the world? Nothing. What does it show him? He’s won.
He isn’t winning anything. He manipulated me for 17 years, he no longer has the power, I do.

510 years, if we can get at least half of that, 255 years would be a dream.
We’ll see, moving to district court.

I hate him.

Have you ever been gut punched so hard, then, as you’re trying to catch your breath, shanked?
That’s me right now. Rock bottom has a whole ass basement. Keep me and my kids in your thoughts.
My soon to be ex-husband isn’t dead, he’s just dead to me.

“Hey siri, what is irony?”

Cali is on fire, new novel virus may or may not make its world debut, genocide still happening and Trump will be sworn in again-but hey, everything is cool, right??

Poison ivy has always been a vibe