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vic | 20 | zombie boy
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tw ED and vent
They were cat scratches btw. It had just been so long since I did those I didn’t even realize that my skin was actually breaking
my razor does this thing where it doesn’t break skin but leaves friction burns which is great for pain not amazing for actually doing what i want
November 16, 2025 at 3:30 PM
my razor does this thing where it doesn’t break skin but leaves friction burns which is great for pain not amazing for actually doing what i want
November 14, 2025 at 9:49 PM
if life doesn’t get better by time I turn 21 I’m just gonna chug a ton of a alcohol and jump off the interstate bypass atp
November 14, 2025 at 6:17 PM
i feel so terrible all the time. I just want to be holy.
November 14, 2025 at 5:32 PM
trying genuinely feels so pointless because when I don’t put in any effort life goes smoothly but when J actively put in effort everything falls apart
November 14, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I get left for being too negative and not taking advice. How am I supposed to be positive when THIS WEEK ALONE:

My two best friends leave me, I have to change my plans for moving bc my future roommate can’t come up with the money and now have to live in a two bedroom with three other people 1/2
November 14, 2025 at 2:46 PM
My friends abandoned me 5 days before I started therapy because i was negative too often and rather pessimistic and wasn’t improving. Five days before i got long term help.
November 11, 2025 at 12:51 AM
i legit gained 20 lbs ugh
October 25, 2025 at 6:53 AM
when you’re so hungry you can physically feel your water/diet soda hitting your stomach >>>
October 25, 2025 at 6:45 AM
why do the older adults in my life think “get another job” is profound advice? It doesn’t change that no jobs in this area pay enough to make rent and buy groceries because we live in a shitty state. Nor does it change that employers don’t care about me.

If it keeps up this way i’m gonna die
September 20, 2025 at 7:48 PM
i wonder if i’d be more lovable if i wasn’t trans
September 3, 2025 at 7:51 PM
As a trans man I’m always acutely aware of the small differences between men and women. Especially in uniform and work spaces. Why is a visor dubbed feminine and a hat dubbed masculine? Why am I cursed to the secondary hell if a visor bc waffle house has dubbed it the women’s uniform? I live in a
August 18, 2025 at 12:09 PM
i’m so tired of being alone
August 16, 2025 at 3:35 AM
TW SA

is it SA if someone cuddles with you after you said no multiple times but then after you fall asleep they do it anyways???
August 4, 2025 at 8:59 PM
I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be happy. I deser
August 4, 2025 at 3:34 AM
i wish i could tell whether or not my irritation towards people is justified or if it’s my HRT or if it’s my PTSD
August 4, 2025 at 3:13 AM
I’m always upsetting people by proving them wrong
July 30, 2025 at 9:45 AM
what thinspo haunts you? I’ll start.

Tw for thinspo obvi

#thinspo #ricecakesky #edsky #edbsky
July 30, 2025 at 8:01 AM
my autistic experience is agreeing to plans then being stressed as fuck when they actually happen bc it didn’t register previously that I’d be in a new environment with new people
July 28, 2025 at 2:35 AM
my heart rate hits like 120 bpm every time after I eat and it’s been happing for a few days and comes with nausea and neck/shoulder tension and it’s really concerning
July 27, 2025 at 10:52 AM
breakfast! managed to only have 365 cals on this plate, most coming from the eggs
July 24, 2025 at 3:28 PM
I’m so hungry.
July 24, 2025 at 2:13 PM
I’ve relapsed sooo fucking hard. I will reach my UGW by new year. I will. 120 here we goooo
July 15, 2025 at 11:34 PM