Considered normal comic culture and I got roasted in the comments by the other comics when I posted about it for saying it was disrespectful because it is part of comedy culture. I don't have to do it in my shows but I have to be aware this is what most producers do.

But apparently this is common practice in comedy of letting famous comics drop in as "guesties". If this was an open mic I'd have said sure but this was a pod show we'd booked months in advance and I made flyers for. I don't want to enable entitlement like that and I think it's fked up but it's

Happy birthday either way. I hope you get to do something fun that celebrates you

She is such a cute puppy

Fkn same. I try not to take it everyday but now I just want to sleep and have no motivation

Whoa pink gills means some sort of agaricus

I'm just grateful I was able to get away before I was part of a true crime documentary. (End)

A few weeks back I had a dream where I talked to him (something I would never do now that I have had to block him on everything) and in my dream he told me he wasn't safe to love because he had too many holes in his heart.

I remember we would fight nearly every time we'd talk especially towards the end when we were in a long distance relationship.

I endured it so long because I loved him and thought that loving him could somehow heal all his malignant narcissistic tendencies and his gapping disorganized attachment wounds, but in the end I just enabled him to abuse me for nearly 9 years.

my body found in some remote corner of the AZ desert. The last time I was even with my ex he had a violent meltdown where he chased me and his boyfriend at the time out of his house and then took to twitter to blame us for his violent behavior.

the tantrums and meltdowns when I didn't capitulate or act the way he wanted; the sabotaging anything I wanted to do that didn't directly benefit him. I'm fairly sure had I not finally ended that relationship in April of 2022 I very well could have ended up like Gabby,

What I didn't realize at the time is how much I had I common with her at the time. My abusive malignant narcissistic ex even shared a name with her abuser and killer. I experienced all the same tactics too: the gaslighting, trying to make me constantly responsible for managing his emotions;