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This is an account connected to nothing, letting me speak my mind free from my possible paranoia. Basically just a diary, I don't even know why you are reading this or any of my posts. Fuck off.
Ever wanted to meet someone just to punch them in the face?
Tell me who.
Tell me who.
July 15, 2025 at 6:13 PM
Ever wanted to meet someone just to punch them in the face?
Tell me who.
Tell me who.
Hearing what my friends have gone through makes me feel like my problems are basically just a drop in the bucket to them. So I feel like I should feel better about my life, but I just don't. Why do I feel so bad.
June 15, 2025 at 4:32 AM
Hearing what my friends have gone through makes me feel like my problems are basically just a drop in the bucket to them. So I feel like I should feel better about my life, but I just don't. Why do I feel so bad.
I just told one of my friends I trust the most about my gender fluidity (they were already calling it out lol) and he has to be the most accepting people I know.
Hopefully this is a new starting point and I can go farther from here, but I am still figuring everything out lol.
Hopefully this is a new starting point and I can go farther from here, but I am still figuring everything out lol.
June 11, 2025 at 9:57 AM
I just told one of my friends I trust the most about my gender fluidity (they were already calling it out lol) and he has to be the most accepting people I know.
Hopefully this is a new starting point and I can go farther from here, but I am still figuring everything out lol.
Hopefully this is a new starting point and I can go farther from here, but I am still figuring everything out lol.
Whenever I join discord servers I like to select he/she and they pronouns as a joke but now I feel it's not a joke lol, though I'm normally called a guy by just my voice and vibes lol.
I have someone else who does the same and I try to use both or neutral terms for them. Want them to feel accepted
I have someone else who does the same and I try to use both or neutral terms for them. Want them to feel accepted
June 9, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Whenever I join discord servers I like to select he/she and they pronouns as a joke but now I feel it's not a joke lol, though I'm normally called a guy by just my voice and vibes lol.
I have someone else who does the same and I try to use both or neutral terms for them. Want them to feel accepted
I have someone else who does the same and I try to use both or neutral terms for them. Want them to feel accepted
Though whenever I am in my group I sometimes feel like my issues are meaningless compared to what they have went through and it gives me major imposter syndrome lol
June 9, 2025 at 9:15 AM
Though whenever I am in my group I sometimes feel like my issues are meaningless compared to what they have went through and it gives me major imposter syndrome lol
I'm feeling great tonight, I was in call with one of my female friends and throughout the night I was slowly getting more feminine in my voice and she asked me why I was doing a female voice.
Made my heart race but in a good way lol
Can't wait for the day I'm able to fully act the way I feel
Made my heart race but in a good way lol
Can't wait for the day I'm able to fully act the way I feel
June 9, 2025 at 9:14 AM
I'm feeling great tonight, I was in call with one of my female friends and throughout the night I was slowly getting more feminine in my voice and she asked me why I was doing a female voice.
Made my heart race but in a good way lol
Can't wait for the day I'm able to fully act the way I feel
Made my heart race but in a good way lol
Can't wait for the day I'm able to fully act the way I feel
I hate where i live right now. With my mother who to my face said she was happy I'm not gay after I made a joke about the cat being the only man I need in my life.
I'm so fucked dude.
Imbalso paying rent here so it would be better for me if I was just moving out but prices so so fucked rn
I'm so fucked dude.
Imbalso paying rent here so it would be better for me if I was just moving out but prices so so fucked rn
June 7, 2025 at 2:09 PM
I hate where i live right now. With my mother who to my face said she was happy I'm not gay after I made a joke about the cat being the only man I need in my life.
I'm so fucked dude.
Imbalso paying rent here so it would be better for me if I was just moving out but prices so so fucked rn
I'm so fucked dude.
Imbalso paying rent here so it would be better for me if I was just moving out but prices so so fucked rn
I did look into paranoia a bit more and it all seems to focus on a threat against life, but what if I feel the symptoms but not specifically about my life but instead my social life? Would that be like social paranoia or smthn?
Who knows. All I know is that I need help
Who knows. All I know is that I need help
June 7, 2025 at 2:05 PM
I did look into paranoia a bit more and it all seems to focus on a threat against life, but what if I feel the symptoms but not specifically about my life but instead my social life? Would that be like social paranoia or smthn?
Who knows. All I know is that I need help
Who knows. All I know is that I need help
What makes someone likeable? I think i should study tbh but I just don't have the brain power for it
June 7, 2025 at 2:04 PM
What makes someone likeable? I think i should study tbh but I just don't have the brain power for it
I just want people to like me but I don't think I can succeed. I was told ideas someone's favorite person. I don't believe him. I'm such a massive wreck and have nothing to offer other then getting angry at the smallest shit possible and ruining the mood almost 24/7
June 7, 2025 at 2:03 PM
I just want people to like me but I don't think I can succeed. I was told ideas someone's favorite person. I don't believe him. I'm such a massive wreck and have nothing to offer other then getting angry at the smallest shit possible and ruining the mood almost 24/7
I don't actually know if I have paranoia and I might just be lying to myself about having it but I do know I need help and I am not able to seek it out due to not wanting to look like I'm begging for attention
June 7, 2025 at 2:01 PM
I don't actually know if I have paranoia and I might just be lying to myself about having it but I do know I need help and I am not able to seek it out due to not wanting to look like I'm begging for attention
Why am I just a emotional wreck. I can't find joy in things I one liked and I'm just constantly angry. What I'm I should go back to being addicted to drugs, I was a lot happier then.
June 7, 2025 at 2:00 PM
Why am I just a emotional wreck. I can't find joy in things I one liked and I'm just constantly angry. What I'm I should go back to being addicted to drugs, I was a lot happier then.
Took a nap feeling better
June 7, 2025 at 3:29 AM
Took a nap feeling better
I feel like my paranoia has approached max level and I'm scared I ruined my relationship with my favorite person. I'm scared and alone.
I can't share my paranoia with people, what if they think I'm lying for attention.
I love having this as my funny mental issue.
I can't share my paranoia with people, what if they think I'm lying for attention.
I love having this as my funny mental issue.
June 7, 2025 at 12:26 AM
I feel like my paranoia has approached max level and I'm scared I ruined my relationship with my favorite person. I'm scared and alone.
I can't share my paranoia with people, what if they think I'm lying for attention.
I love having this as my funny mental issue.
I can't share my paranoia with people, what if they think I'm lying for attention.
I love having this as my funny mental issue.
Ok time to forget it have this downloaded
June 6, 2025 at 5:26 AM
Ok time to forget it have this downloaded
I don't wanna share anything I feel with friends b/c i think it makes me look like I'm begging for attention
June 6, 2025 at 5:25 AM
I don't wanna share anything I feel with friends b/c i think it makes me look like I'm begging for attention
I'm envious of people's body, even though I'm actively losing weight it just looks like nothing changed and I feel my goal is unobtainable, will I keep going on? Yeah it's the only way farther. Starting from 330 and down to 277 sounds like a bunch but looks like nothing.
June 6, 2025 at 5:07 AM
I'm envious of people's body, even though I'm actively losing weight it just looks like nothing changed and I feel my goal is unobtainable, will I keep going on? Yeah it's the only way farther. Starting from 330 and down to 277 sounds like a bunch but looks like nothing.
If I had the choice of being a man or a woman, I would not know what to choose. Sometimes I wanna get absolutely railed.
And sometimes I wanna absolutely demolish a femboy from behind
And sometimes, being called a cute princess makes me giddy
And sometimes I wanna absolutely demolish a femboy from behind
And sometimes, being called a cute princess makes me giddy
June 6, 2025 at 4:51 AM
If I had the choice of being a man or a woman, I would not know what to choose. Sometimes I wanna get absolutely railed.
And sometimes I wanna absolutely demolish a femboy from behind
And sometimes, being called a cute princess makes me giddy
And sometimes I wanna absolutely demolish a femboy from behind
And sometimes, being called a cute princess makes me giddy
I don't trust therapists, we pay them just to say nice things to us, only to take our money, and I would never share anything with a friend what if it changes how they think of me leading to them leaving me. What if they think I'm lying.
June 6, 2025 at 4:46 AM
I don't trust therapists, we pay them just to say nice things to us, only to take our money, and I would never share anything with a friend what if it changes how they think of me leading to them leaving me. What if they think I'm lying.
I was told. To have confidence, but confidence about what? The only confidence I have about myself is that I'm a useless fat idiot with no skills and less brainpower then a fucking slug.
June 6, 2025 at 4:43 AM
I was told. To have confidence, but confidence about what? The only confidence I have about myself is that I'm a useless fat idiot with no skills and less brainpower then a fucking slug.
I don't deserve the people I'm friends with, they are probably the most amazing people i have met and interacted with and I somehow weaseled myself into their group.
June 6, 2025 at 4:41 AM
I don't deserve the people I'm friends with, they are probably the most amazing people i have met and interacted with and I somehow weaseled myself into their group.