Siera
@anythingbutplain.bsky.social
So, this is just me screaming into the void. I don't expect anyone to follow me or respond to anything, and honestly I forgot there are other people out there sometimes. Sometimes I just need to get something out of my head. That's what I'm doing here.
Everything has been such a mess lately. I just want to cry in frustration but I can't even get tears to appear. I know this will be over soon, but it's just not being soon enough for me anymore
October 5, 2025 at 6:59 PM
Everything has been such a mess lately. I just want to cry in frustration but I can't even get tears to appear. I know this will be over soon, but it's just not being soon enough for me anymore
Current life mantra
"I will outlive my mother"
I will be okay. I'm not right now, but I will be
"I will outlive my mother"
I will be okay. I'm not right now, but I will be
July 12, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Current life mantra
"I will outlive my mother"
I will be okay. I'm not right now, but I will be
"I will outlive my mother"
I will be okay. I'm not right now, but I will be
I'll be okay. I'll be okay. I'll be okay. The only consistent thing in life is change. Sometimes be things take longer than I want them to but it will happen. I'll be okay.
July 12, 2025 at 4:18 PM
I'll be okay. I'll be okay. I'll be okay. The only consistent thing in life is change. Sometimes be things take longer than I want them to but it will happen. I'll be okay.
I'm doing things. I can't talk about any of them on social media yet. Soon I will. But I can't say anything yet and that isn't helping me. I love keeping secrets for other people but I hate keeping them about myself!
That's not helping my mental state at all
That's not helping my mental state at all
July 9, 2025 at 2:59 PM
I'm doing things. I can't talk about any of them on social media yet. Soon I will. But I can't say anything yet and that isn't helping me. I love keeping secrets for other people but I hate keeping them about myself!
That's not helping my mental state at all
That's not helping my mental state at all
I'm tired of being told I'm wrong about everything. I get I'm not always right, but lately I feel like no matter what I'm saying something is arguing that I'm wrong.
Me: I'm cold
Them: it's 96° outside! I'm melting! you can't be cold!
Me *putting on hoodie*: I'm cold
Me: I'm cold
Them: it's 96° outside! I'm melting! you can't be cold!
Me *putting on hoodie*: I'm cold
July 9, 2025 at 12:56 PM
I'm tired of being told I'm wrong about everything. I get I'm not always right, but lately I feel like no matter what I'm saying something is arguing that I'm wrong.
Me: I'm cold
Them: it's 96° outside! I'm melting! you can't be cold!
Me *putting on hoodie*: I'm cold
Me: I'm cold
Them: it's 96° outside! I'm melting! you can't be cold!
Me *putting on hoodie*: I'm cold
That moment when you see an ex, who broke up with you by changing their Facebook status, post a meme about how dumb they feel because they though them meant sometime to someone, after their new partner broke up with them. The wow is strong here
June 29, 2025 at 11:57 AM
That moment when you see an ex, who broke up with you by changing their Facebook status, post a meme about how dumb they feel because they though them meant sometime to someone, after their new partner broke up with them. The wow is strong here
Seeing someone post about how much it hurts to be disregarded and thrown away when that person disregarded me and threw me away WITH A FACEBOOK STATUS CHANGE is a level of something in my brain that I don't even know how to describe
June 11, 2025 at 7:01 PM
Seeing someone post about how much it hurts to be disregarded and thrown away when that person disregarded me and threw me away WITH A FACEBOOK STATUS CHANGE is a level of something in my brain that I don't even know how to describe
Everytime you end up single I think "damn, I wish I could sleep with you again". Too bad that's a bad idea and I know it. You're damn pretty thought
Also you're monogamous, which is such a buzz kill, I'll tell ya.
Also you're monogamous, which is such a buzz kill, I'll tell ya.
June 9, 2025 at 11:02 PM
Everytime you end up single I think "damn, I wish I could sleep with you again". Too bad that's a bad idea and I know it. You're damn pretty thought
Also you're monogamous, which is such a buzz kill, I'll tell ya.
Also you're monogamous, which is such a buzz kill, I'll tell ya.
Am I taking my nightly pills with a glass of wine? Yes.
It's fine.
No I don't normally drink. Looks like another change at the moment...
It's fine.
No I don't normally drink. Looks like another change at the moment...
May 11, 2025 at 9:53 PM
Am I taking my nightly pills with a glass of wine? Yes.
It's fine.
No I don't normally drink. Looks like another change at the moment...
It's fine.
No I don't normally drink. Looks like another change at the moment...
I can hardly wait. It's getting closer each day. Little by little..it's gonna happen
May 11, 2025 at 9:51 PM
I can hardly wait. It's getting closer each day. Little by little..it's gonna happen
Has anyone else noticed that the orange in charge gives off strong Charles Manson vibes?
I mean I'm in the process of reading Helter Skelter and I just keep coming across things ..
I mean I'm in the process of reading Helter Skelter and I just keep coming across things ..
May 7, 2025 at 5:01 PM
Has anyone else noticed that the orange in charge gives off strong Charles Manson vibes?
I mean I'm in the process of reading Helter Skelter and I just keep coming across things ..
I mean I'm in the process of reading Helter Skelter and I just keep coming across things ..
Fuck United Healthcare. So much. Fuck them.
April 14, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Fuck United Healthcare. So much. Fuck them.
People have lives and things they have to do, but that doesn't stop my brain from feeling like like no one can see or hear me. I've reached out to different people and have gotten no response.
If I don't exist anymore can I stop having to go to work?
If I don't exist anymore can I stop having to go to work?
March 8, 2025 at 12:26 PM
People have lives and things they have to do, but that doesn't stop my brain from feeling like like no one can see or hear me. I've reached out to different people and have gotten no response.
If I don't exist anymore can I stop having to go to work?
If I don't exist anymore can I stop having to go to work?
Every morning I tell myself to dress as if I were to die that day and how I look will be my ghost look.
Every day I fail and doing that.
Every day I fail and doing that.
February 19, 2025 at 9:56 PM
Every morning I tell myself to dress as if I were to die that day and how I look will be my ghost look.
Every day I fail and doing that.
Every day I fail and doing that.
Welp, 17 Victoria Secret bras that no longer fit me.. that doesn't hurt my heart (or brain think about how much they cost!) hopefully I can donate them to a worth cause..maybe now I can buy cute bras at Walmart?
February 15, 2025 at 7:38 PM
Welp, 17 Victoria Secret bras that no longer fit me.. that doesn't hurt my heart (or brain think about how much they cost!) hopefully I can donate them to a worth cause..maybe now I can buy cute bras at Walmart?
I'm done. 8 don't have anything left. Get me out of here
January 17, 2025 at 9:25 PM
I'm done. 8 don't have anything left. Get me out of here
I'm serious just hanging on my a thread anymore. Maybe a few, but I'm not sure how many are left or when any of them are going to snap. I'm still trying to maintain but it keeps getting harder and harder
January 14, 2025 at 10:15 PM
I'm serious just hanging on my a thread anymore. Maybe a few, but I'm not sure how many are left or when any of them are going to snap. I'm still trying to maintain but it keeps getting harder and harder
All of my coworkers are anti-vaxxers. I hate them.
December 18, 2024 at 2:09 PM
All of my coworkers are anti-vaxxers. I hate them.
Part of me really wants to wake up and eat a salt bagel with cream cheese. The other part of me wants to go back to sleep and pretend I don't exist. This is my life
December 11, 2024 at 1:58 PM
Part of me really wants to wake up and eat a salt bagel with cream cheese. The other part of me wants to go back to sleep and pretend I don't exist. This is my life
I can't seem to cry, but I feel like I'm on the verge of tears all the time. This life and this body, I tell ye
December 4, 2024 at 4:41 PM
I can't seem to cry, but I feel like I'm on the verge of tears all the time. This life and this body, I tell ye
Someone on my other social media posted something slut shaming. My opinion of them immediately went down.
November 30, 2024 at 6:46 PM
Someone on my other social media posted something slut shaming. My opinion of them immediately went down.
I miss being around people that were smart enough that when they were wrong I could argue with them
November 23, 2024 at 8:21 PM
I miss being around people that were smart enough that when they were wrong I could argue with them
When I finish this current project/present I'm working on, I can do any of the other wonderful projects I've seen.
But I have to finish this first!
But I have to finish this first!
November 23, 2024 at 6:58 PM
When I finish this current project/present I'm working on, I can do any of the other wonderful projects I've seen.
But I have to finish this first!
But I have to finish this first!
Alright, let's start this I guess. Random thought are going here, whatever I need to say into the void to get it out of my head. You've been warned. If you don't like it, get lost
November 15, 2024 at 6:51 PM
Alright, let's start this I guess. Random thought are going here, whatever I need to say into the void to get it out of my head. You've been warned. If you don't like it, get lost