arbeitslos.bsky.social
@arbeitslos.bsky.social
Warning: Do not look at this account if you are below 18.
No offense intended
I see you watched Horimiya when drawing the top right.

But yeah, it's the same reason why I am still on my first sketch after working on it for 6h+. Because I want it to compare in the future with newer sketches.

This sketch (wip) is me studying the t-pose front facing side of Juno from OS.
February 16, 2026 at 6:13 PM
the brightest ideas I had was either when I was about to go to sleep, or when I slept for 7h and my body tells me you gotta write down the idea you just had (can't fall back to sleep)
February 16, 2026 at 9:41 AM
Would ko-fi be a game changer? Or same penalty? Asked Sanostorm and they thought about ko-fi
February 15, 2026 at 8:15 PM
Well, it's not that important. But I edited my last discord DM with my age just in case you are curious. I wanna use this account later for commissioning myself if I stick to drawing, so I wanna keep some data vague on this platform. :p
February 14, 2026 at 7:35 AM
Quote: "I don’t know how old you are"

Actually you do x) we dm'd yesterday it's the juno person
February 13, 2026 at 8:24 PM
Interesting to see another Omega Strikers fan fiction writer, that's for sure.

I've read through the story and it was interesting to read.
February 13, 2026 at 6:06 PM
But I cannot be the saviour of everyone. Some people also frightfully accept to be in certain positions. With the past experience I lived through, I cannot psychologically cope with living most of my life for someone else. I have to live for myself.
February 13, 2026 at 5:42 PM
It was a bizarre day. I picked up the pencil because I imagined if I would become good enough, I would be able to draw the stories I came up with, and draw characters I love.

How would she ever understand that I would draw as a fun activity, not to seek money?

She too has shackles she may not see.
February 13, 2026 at 5:42 PM
A few days ago I told one of my parents that I picked up drawing after a 10 year stop (back then I traced 2 Deadman Wonderland frames, then stopped)

She wasn't happy for me. All she asked was: "Will this allow you to earn money?"
February 13, 2026 at 5:42 PM
Every time I muster up the courage to start new things, sometimes on the very same day them talking negatively about me is like popping a balloon that was full of motivation. Nonetheless, I have to prevail. For my future self. My past was miserable, I need a happier path forwards.
February 13, 2026 at 5:33 PM
While most shackles are gone, I still have to walk with one: Family. All of them vote for the far-right. They want some people to have certain positions they have to fulfil, but neither psychologically or materially I am able to fulfil these.
February 13, 2026 at 5:33 PM
I thought most people would just be minding their own business and look at you weirdly if you dare to even say anything sexual, but there are a lot of open minded people in the OS community. Just as many as there are close minded people.
February 13, 2026 at 5:33 PM
on the other hand, I'm really at the deep ends of philosophy where after a dark period you start walking into a circle, enjoying life again to the fullest.

The last few weeks I started to know a few OS artists and experiencing things with them made me able to sexually open up more.
February 13, 2026 at 5:33 PM
haha when I play omega strikers, I still do all the sfx sounds in front of me, like copying the core flip high-frequence sound.If I didn't had my mic muted during gameplay, people would know how goofy I am. I was always scared during tournament play that I accidentally make the noises in voice chat
February 13, 2026 at 5:33 PM
Technically I walked by playing video games professionally (although no real income), but to me, drawing in itself is also a challenge of self-autonomy. It is a test on whether I can do things on my own that requires effort and time, that in exchange can open up fun but also rewarding opportunities.
February 13, 2026 at 5:20 PM
For me it was just coping with trauma from bullying in school. Being affirmative meant less likely to be bullied. Less likely to receive disadvantages.
The moment I became unemployed, it felt like my shackles were removed. I only had to learn how to walk from then.
February 13, 2026 at 5:20 PM
yeah that's why I started practising drawing about 2 weeks ago. I figured it's only going to become worse, so if I know how to draw I can just happily live the next decades without interacting with AI internet
February 13, 2026 at 10:28 AM
I played a game professionally, so as soon as I ignored some of the people that constantly were flaming instead of praising people, I had so much more fun playing the game.Unfortunately some of these people were the cause of me unable to connect with the nicer people, but it was still fun experience
February 13, 2026 at 10:23 AM
The best artwork you have drawn so far, as far as I can tell. It tells so much with so little colours.

Sorry if I was the cause you feel depressing, didn't mean to cause that with the 1 & 2 perspective point advice given a few days ago.
February 13, 2026 at 9:42 AM
very cool. Like the simplicity. Reminds me of the juno space start up screen
February 13, 2026 at 9:41 AM
It is deeply tied to the idea of intellectual property. The idea that certain tricks should be hidden behind a pay wall. Of course there are also coaches that simply are training a player themselves and like strengthen their strength and weaken their weaknesses, not talking about that kind.
February 12, 2026 at 2:47 PM
His personality is (SPOILER):

In the anime, he pretends to be hard but is a softie inside. He cares a lot about his crew mates to the point of sacrificing himself, if needed.

I hope you didn't mind this kind of request =) I have seen that nobody else asked yet, so I figured I'd turn one in
February 12, 2026 at 10:35 AM
Sha-ming from Gnosia.
Context: Make him stay behind a nether portal. He scratches his head wondering why the nether portal does not activate despite fire being on an obsidian block (he forgot the server has nether disabled)

Since it is half-body, his lower body hides behind a block.
February 12, 2026 at 10:35 AM
I put in a bookmark in my browser. Will check once in a while (:
February 11, 2026 at 8:29 PM