there are a lot of good ones if you search hard, but honestly. same hat. it's one of the reasons why I went back to writing.

She's doing better now but my nerves are shot. As always.

Anxiety at all time high. This hasn't been a good past two weeks, sorry.

Fighting the urge to say "THAT SHOULD BE RIGHT BESIDE HIM......"

I also hope it's good too, of course.

Idk what people do in times like this. I'm not suicidal at all so don't worry about that, but its hard to even dredge up energy for things I like that isn't a decades old MMO. It's more of an empty feeling. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

My hours got cut for this month, so I've been playing more FFXI, but that's only a bandaid and a distraction. I need to be social as that helps. We will go back to regular schedule.

i'm so glad that they realized the direction for these games were not it. they weren't. the same goes to mana khemia, and i'm a bit more lenient on those games, but my god, they did not age well either.

and even if we didn't include her, there was haunting ground, project zero, etc. atelier had such a stellar cast of female protagonists before too so it was like a huge slap to the face to witness such a downgrade for the iris games, more so the second one.

It was indeed close to being broken. Whoops.

I'll get that checked tomorrow.

I CAN'T KRILL MYSELF. FWMC WOULDN'T WANT THIS. I GOTTA KEEP GOING. I GOTTA BE STRONG.