shen
@arcliiight.bsky.social
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shen
@arcliiight.bsky.social
· Dec 22
sorry if you're not like one of three people i trust enough to be vulnerable with i'll probably softblock. nothing personal 👍
idk why i flipped out last night, people were so nice today
January 17, 2026 at 4:53 AM
idk why i flipped out last night, people were so nice today
struggling so hard to stay awake when all i want to do is sleep and not think about anything
January 16, 2026 at 7:00 PM
struggling so hard to stay awake when all i want to do is sleep and not think about anything
what was wrong with me last night
January 16, 2026 at 3:47 PM
what was wrong with me last night
i'll figure it out eventually. I'll figure it out
January 16, 2026 at 7:58 AM
i'll figure it out eventually. I'll figure it out
normal again. i don't need to be outrageously happy, i really don't need anything. i won't ask for anything. i'll be better tomorrow. i'll try harder and I'll be less selfish. i'll screw up less and shut my mouth. I'll lock away all the bad parts so no one has to see them
January 16, 2026 at 7:49 AM
normal again. i don't need to be outrageously happy, i really don't need anything. i won't ask for anything. i'll be better tomorrow. i'll try harder and I'll be less selfish. i'll screw up less and shut my mouth. I'll lock away all the bad parts so no one has to see them
it's so shameful to be like this. it's embarrassing to be a mess and expect anybody to put up with my nonsense. I don't need to be indulged or coddled. I need to get my act together.
January 16, 2026 at 7:38 AM
it's so shameful to be like this. it's embarrassing to be a mess and expect anybody to put up with my nonsense. I don't need to be indulged or coddled. I need to get my act together.
better now. i want to eat something sweet and just forget every miserable thought in my head. no one needs to be subjected to your pity party
January 16, 2026 at 7:35 AM
better now. i want to eat something sweet and just forget every miserable thought in my head. no one needs to be subjected to your pity party
at least I've gotten better at keeping it to myself and not doling out one-sided self-serving apologizing just to ease my mind.
i can handle it. i can deal with myself bc i don't want anyone else to.
i can handle it. i can deal with myself bc i don't want anyone else to.
January 16, 2026 at 7:33 AM
at least I've gotten better at keeping it to myself and not doling out one-sided self-serving apologizing just to ease my mind.
i can handle it. i can deal with myself bc i don't want anyone else to.
i can handle it. i can deal with myself bc i don't want anyone else to.
sorry for crashing out over (1) tiny ass mistake. i know it's ridiculous and pathetic. i know it'll be fine come morning. I know it doesn't matter.
i just hate that im constantly screwing up. i have so much going for me and it's all wasted on me. i'll pick myself off the floor and be okay
i just hate that im constantly screwing up. i have so much going for me and it's all wasted on me. i'll pick myself off the floor and be okay
January 16, 2026 at 7:30 AM
sorry for crashing out over (1) tiny ass mistake. i know it's ridiculous and pathetic. i know it'll be fine come morning. I know it doesn't matter.
i just hate that im constantly screwing up. i have so much going for me and it's all wasted on me. i'll pick myself off the floor and be okay
i just hate that im constantly screwing up. i have so much going for me and it's all wasted on me. i'll pick myself off the floor and be okay
you're so annoying you're so annoying. just stop
January 16, 2026 at 7:27 AM
you're so annoying you're so annoying. just stop
im so embarrassed i hate it. im so embarrassed by my own patheticness.
January 16, 2026 at 7:25 AM
im so embarrassed i hate it. im so embarrassed by my own patheticness.
get over yourself get over yourself get over yourself. no one's overthinking as much as you. no one cares half as much as you do. why are you so brittle and breakable
January 16, 2026 at 7:23 AM
get over yourself get over yourself get over yourself. no one's overthinking as much as you. no one cares half as much as you do. why are you so brittle and breakable
i'm sorry that i try to help too much and just end up falling flat. please don't be mad at me. please don't be annoyed with me. i don't know what to do with myself when i feel like an imposition just for taking up space
January 16, 2026 at 7:22 AM
i'm sorry that i try to help too much and just end up falling flat. please don't be mad at me. please don't be annoyed with me. i don't know what to do with myself when i feel like an imposition just for taking up space
maybe i'm just tired and should go to bed already. im fine /gen.
January 16, 2026 at 7:19 AM
maybe i'm just tired and should go to bed already. im fine /gen.
you are so stupid and brainless and all you do is make more work for other people
January 16, 2026 at 7:04 AM
you are so stupid and brainless and all you do is make more work for other people
i read a light novel with multiple fan translations recently and im absolutely dying to sit down and compare them line by line along with the manhwa to analyze every word in excruciating depth.
December 24, 2025 at 1:50 AM
i read a light novel with multiple fan translations recently and im absolutely dying to sit down and compare them line by line along with the manhwa to analyze every word in excruciating depth.
humbled and flustered to be surrounded by love when i stick my head out of the burrow to apologize for disappearing for long stretches of time after doing f*ck all
December 24, 2025 at 1:41 AM
humbled and flustered to be surrounded by love when i stick my head out of the burrow to apologize for disappearing for long stretches of time after doing f*ck all
typing replies on mobile then editing on my laptop to post might be the new meta to foregoing perfectionism
December 23, 2025 at 11:41 PM
typing replies on mobile then editing on my laptop to post might be the new meta to foregoing perfectionism
i wanna writeee i wanna writeee i don't wanna work anymoree
December 23, 2025 at 6:55 PM
i wanna writeee i wanna writeee i don't wanna work anymoree
i am really really glad my friends exist
December 22, 2025 at 12:22 AM
i am really really glad my friends exist
sorry for the rambles but i feel like i just breached the surface after spending the past week drowning and the world seems beautiful again
December 22, 2025 at 12:11 AM
sorry for the rambles but i feel like i just breached the surface after spending the past week drowning and the world seems beautiful again
i feel like I suddenly had a breakthrough. i was so trapped in my own head and feelings that i didn't give it more consideration, but all of a sudden it hit me and i remembered something id forgotten and even though it's foolish, for the first time i feel like i can move on again
December 22, 2025 at 12:04 AM
i feel like I suddenly had a breakthrough. i was so trapped in my own head and feelings that i didn't give it more consideration, but all of a sudden it hit me and i remembered something id forgotten and even though it's foolish, for the first time i feel like i can move on again
mom just made me laugh by telling me to put a light on because my room was dark, then literally shutting that same light off as she left. maybe life is okay
December 21, 2025 at 11:35 PM
mom just made me laugh by telling me to put a light on because my room was dark, then literally shutting that same light off as she left. maybe life is okay